What's on your mind right now?

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do people care? or are they just making themselves feel better by pretending?

The Spring of 1983. Mick Avory enjoyed his last hit with The Kinks. Mick will always be my favourite.

What am I going to do this summer...?

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My nephew Coke needs to eat! Obviously we're related.

Not being able to dual wield in Halo 4.

Hatred for some reason I can't quit put my finger on. I've felt relatively stable for the past week, rarely any sex drive (a good thing) but I just became engulfed in this weird feeling, like paranoia, and now I want to mow down a ton of people, I feel very threatened..yet I'm here in my house. Its weird, I just feel really hateful right now. Like I want to hurt someone because someone has tried the same to me but I haven't spoken to anyone really and my parents have been civil and nice to me, I'm not mad at them.

Drawing is on my mind .

It came up because I just went to dinner with my step mother, and she brought up a question if I had been working on my story at all... and I mentioned I had not since I hadn't been drawing. Then went into detail that I don't have the skills to produce what's in my mind and that I likely need to go to school to figure out how... It's partially true, but I'm pretty good overall... quite adequate to at least start detailed concepts. I really haven't drawn in over a year because I felt very defeated in my last drawing. It was one of the only drawings I was quite proud of (was of my favorite character in my story), but then I realized I had no idea of how to reproduce the drawing... and spent days trying to figure out how, and then just gave up and hid my books so they wouldn't stare at me with eyes of pity :/

I would like to try again, even if starting anew... the character has changed visually in my mind, so there's no reason to try and duplicate the old... I just know I need to plan a method of reproduction while I draw it, or I'll run into the same problem upon finish >_<. Gah... but I feel so timid to start drawing again, as if I'm completely incompetent to put pencil to paper >_>

I don't think I'll start tonight, but I think I'll leave my books out in plane view so that maybe some time soon I'll give in and try again

Our new hamster is on my mind, he's making a hole right now ^^ Sorry ahead of time if i start talking about our new hamster too much.

The exam I have at 2pm is on my mind. I'm not nervous, I just don't want to do it.

My boss is awesome.

moving. going back to the high places!

Youtube Poop

hoping my youngest has a settled day. not overly optimistic.

This is kinda what my hair looks like when it's straightened properly:



This is the hair I'm hoping to get one day:






Will any of them look good? Only the after the stylist attacks my head with scissors will I be able to tell .

Lots of things. lately, my mind has been occupied with the usual suspects, fire agates. bad anxiety, etc.

This song in German... all the yodeling... IT'S AN ABOMINATION!! !! !! !!