What's on your mind right now?

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Our cat flipped over the water tray thing, and my mom just started eating her dinner so i cleaned it up, now my back hurts :o

Just had a heart to heart with my housemate earlier tonight.

I think he is finally starting to grow up. This is news worthy. Although he is a few years older than me, I have always been the more mature one. He is usually so confident and it is very odd to see him struggling like this.

I am happy he is going to stop running from things out of fear and start living properly and taking some chances. I just don't know how to help him, I think it's one of those things you have to go through yourself to really get it. Being unable to help him is worse in some ways.

I am going to try to convince my parents to take me to see MiB 3.

My new 16ct fire agate. I wonder if it has more than two colors going on inside it, hopefully it does!

thinking of how to get beyond the barriers some people have placed around me in the symbolic sense..

Can things in general improve before the stress drives me all the way over the edge? Its hard to say...why can't I handle life without it driving me insane? If god exists its like he thought to himself 'well here's a mountain of stress that will accumulate into a huge avalanche to crash down around you all at once as soon as you reach adulthood....oh but to make it that much more difficult you won't be equipped with the ability to handle it...here's some terrible coping abilities and pre-disposition to mental problems.' Well that's why I don't follow religions...I'd just get paranoid the spiritual entities hate me.

I'm keeping my job. My ditsy mum just doesn't know it yet.

That i'm tired :o *drinks coffee*

I have to go in for a follow up and see my doctor today. I hope that things go well.

What's on my mind right now! A feeling of intense frustration to be placed on hold for nearly 20 minutes ( and still holding) while a loud, plastic Barbie doll voice drones the same thing over and over in my ear while interspersing her boring monologue with fuzzy poorly transmitted music!

I'm wondering what my boyfriend is up to and thinking about forcing my dog into the bath, since she's decided to find some dead thing somewhere and roll all over it. Gag.

Fog.

Cats.

The sooner my supervisor quits, the better off we'll all be.

That i'm scared i might fall back into my old emotional pattern because i've been feeling really bad today x_x Maybe i'm just paranoid though, and ofcourse my walk wasn't fun because i got new sneakers and they hurt a lot and it rained so i got soaked, so maybe that was also why i felt bad :o Ramble ramble.