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I want this unnecessary pain and sadness to stop, or at least ease up.

I carry so much hate and hurt against myself despite giving nothing but the opposite to those I deeply care about.

I'm procrastinating on playing a game because cleaning is less demanding.

You'll never guess who's taking down their Christmas tree.
I might even put everything away.

Looking at how to expand my overall number of friends from an online context; as I don't use Facebook nor Twitter, but would like to be able to consistently communicate with others during times, when I'm not here on Wrong Planet.

I was going to sit in the backseat with my friend on the drive home today, but I pussied out of it. I don't think they'd care, but I just can't. lol

I might finally get my hair cut this weekend. I cannot wait to get misgendered less and feel less dysphoric.

Don't skip the laundry.

Don't skip the chores.

I'd rather do that but my body's not moving fast enough.

And my head is bombarding excuses and glues my eyes to the phone.

No more excuses.

No more stupid bodily excuses in my head.

Just do it.

It'll give me a peace of mind.

Yeah, I could just do it tomorrow. But what if I get worse or have to go to work?

Call in sick?
I don't know. Maybe it's just the closest thing I got for a routine, disrupted by another regular nuisance.

Just stop napping. I already napped long enough.

I'm not tired.
Just annoyingly inconvenienced.

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but its kinda true

I woke up with a really sore throat and I don't know if it's because I'm sick from standing in the cold for a couple hours w/ my older cousins, from drinking, or from smoking weed, but it's probably all of the above. s**t. lmao

Last night I discovered an interesting website about many different kinds of slang words from different countries and times periods and such. They had a list of Canadian slang, and they had the word "caper", which means someone from Cape Breton. But they said Cape Breton was a town in Nova Scotia, and I was so annoyed because it's not a town, it's an ISLAND, and it's a part of the province of Nova Scotia, although there are towns on it.

I wonder what else they got wrong? Also I have never really heard anyone refer to Cape Breton people as "capers". More like "Cape Bretoners". In the late 80s there were kids at school wearing bootleg Alf t-shirts that said "ALF is a Caper" or "Alf is a Newfie", which was weird because he's a space alien from the planet Melmac, but that's the only time I've heard the word "caper" used to mean a Cape Bretoner.

White pepper - Holy smokes it’s spicy.

Ah, it's official.

I'm absent at work now.
Sure I have a lot of choices on what to do with this day... Except being able to breathing comfortably.

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I really don't want to go to work tomorrow. I feel like s**t.

I'm not sure if I should apologize, offer an explanation or let it go. As for the apology, I don't think I was out of line or anything, it's just not my standard response to shut down topics in that way. I don't like it that I did that. I was too tired to really have it in me to carry on in that direction. I don't think anything either of us would have said would have mattered beyond there. Still, I don't like it that I effectively ended that particular conversation. That wasn't right of me. I could have handled that better than I did, that's for sure. I imagine that's part of why I'd like to offer an explanation.

It truly does confuse me how he can do that sort of thing. I mean, he knows better. He's seen those exact same scare tactic bs types of arguments presented against things he supports. He knows how aggravating that crap is...he knows how a crazy, loud, hype filled bunch of crap about one lone outlier can be used by idiots to push some agenda they have.

But then I have to stop and ask myself something... I recall how it goes, when you see something all around you, it's likely because you yourself are doing that exact same thing. So what the hell am I holding a double standard on here. Perhaps I should ask him that. Perhaps I'm doing the very thing I'm annoyed with him over. I have no idea. Hm.

That was just weird. But what was weird...his thoughts? Nah. My reaction? Yeah.