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I hope my family doesn't get too tired of my nastiness until I get my medication sorted out. It should be an unwritten rule that if you live with a crazy person and they aren't up to speed with where they need to be mentally, to give them a bit of leeway. But it isn't like I can just go up to them and say, "Well, I'm messed up right now, so I deserve to be an arse. And you have to deal with it!" Nope. Doesn't work like that. =/

Each day just seems to go faster and faster. I need something more to occupy my time.

How I really need to be going out and doing the stuff that needs to be done.

How much yard work there is to do.

How tired I've been these days.

How nice our front yard looks.

My ears itch.

Nope.

Despite being accepted into my program, I am now having second thoughts about attending.
It's worse than yesterday. I am now officially in full freak out mode over this.
I didn't eat yesterday or today, I tried but I just couldn't, so I've been taking shots which are only supposed to be used for emergencies.
I didn't sleep either. I hate spiraling.

I want to watch a movie but it's already 12:45 AM and I have to be up early tomorrow in order to go shopping. Not to mention the fact that I don't have the one I want to watch at my house right now. It'll take 3 days to get here from Netflix and by that time I probably won't even want to watch it anymore, which is how it always seems to go when I rent movies from them.

Also, this has nothing to do with movies but I'm craving a roast beef panini with mayo, swiss cheese and dill pickles. I had one of those for dinner for the first time and it was the most incredible thing I've tasted in a long time.

Bugger,

That is all

My weekend.

At least the workshop introduced me to a good method of teaching. Despite this guy being really well known and hosting workshops all over Australia it's the first workshop of his I've been to.

Much like most male linedancers these days he's also gay. I'm no homophobic (I'm a full proponent of gay rights) but I'm getting a tad annoyed with the gay presence in the linedancing circuit. It's the sole reason there's no straight guys doing it, which spells sadness for single females like me. There's no masculinity in it anymore. Linedances written to Lady Gaga, Dolly Parton, boy bands, It's Rainin' Men....written by GUYS! If you're a girl, linedancing is not an activity you can take up to improve your dating chances, I can say that much. I don't mind gay guys and they're always good dancers too, but, just.....arggh!

*facepalms while the floor dances to Westlife and Boyzone songs one after another*

I've overslept this morning. It's only 15 minutes before I go to work, and I feel rushed.

meh, wtf is wrong with me....

Thinking about having a shower and going to bed.

art attack. i want the episode with the bin badly.

my two best multi colored gem quality fire agates.