b9 wrote:
Zen wrote:
b9 is my hero.
i remember how i was conned in the school yards of the various public schools i was ascribed to (which i always failed (deliberately) to please, and always i was returned to the adolescent unit).
they pretended that they were listening to me, and i trusted them, and when i discovered they were not, they became my toys, and i pitted them against each other, and that was bad, and i was always re-institutionalized after being expelled.
TaupeyAna wrote:
I'm sorry to hear this has happened to you because I genuinely like you (whether you want to believe it or not, is your business) and I don't like hear about things like this that have happened to people I like. I know what it's like to be treated so horribly, because I have experienced cruel games other children have played, myself. I don't blame you and I don't believe you're bad for pitting them against each other. I'm sure the little bastards deserved it. Although, I have never been institutionalized and can only try to imagine what that must of been like to endure. I think I would rather not.
b9 wrote:
i can not tell whether someone is telling the truth, no matter how "heart rending" their dramatic performance.
TaupeyAna wrote:
I have trouble with this as well. That's why I'm happier when I'm not around other people. But I also know not everyone is the enemy.
I'm not expecting anything from you, B9. But I do admire you as well. I admire you for having the courage to stand up and be yourself. It's the hardest thing anyone can do, to be themselves (not what everyone else wants them to be) and you do it exceptionally well. I'm sorry but there is nothing ridiculous about that.
I hope I haven't offended or upset you further by saying how I feel. That was not my intention. And I'm hoping you have a beautiful night Downunder.
b9 wrote:
i wish to say "whatever" to finish this post, but i believe it is an insult, and so i will simply say "and that is the way it was on october the 4th, twenty eleven"
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I wish identity.

I haven't had breakfast yet and cake sounds absolutely wonderful right now.
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Your Aspie score: 167 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 35 of 200
You are very likely an Aspie.