Temeraire wrote:
Dragnet wrote:
I make mistakes that I don't know are mistakes at the time but I think everyone should pay the full price regardless of rather people understand what they are doing because f**k IT WITH FIRE.
Okay sorry I'll go away.
but f**k IT WITH FIRE.
But Dragnet, we all make mistakes. So isn't it up to us how much of a price we pay?
Also, does it not depend on how big the mistake and how often it happens?
MISTAKE IS COLOSSAL INCOMING JET FIGHTERS OF DOOM lulz
But on a more serious note I had no idea what I was doing in college and paid the full price there too and no we don't get to decide how much we get to pay because jet fighters of Doom are never leaving now, ever and I don't want to live in a reality of that s**t, I'd rather have a label of mistake for life. But even then we can't decide how much we pay because the jet fighters of Doom will never leave so f**k it, life is meaningless, nothing matters, no hope of ever being OK. Because OK is alone and now no one is alone, I didnt know but now I know and life is meaningless.
As for how often, only once in a way that was detectable to my f****d up sense of right and wrong but in reality it was probably ever. single. f*****g. day like getting high on marijuanas everyday which may or may not be what I am refering too but I dont care anymore. And even the one time it did occur to me, it was after the fact. Which is amazing with me, I am a class A learner at learning things after the fact, so you know I fix my mistakes and move on while totally f*****g obvilious to the ones I do ever. single. f*****g. day but now that those are out of my system everything is fine... except its not because ITS AFTER THE f*****g FACT.
Its f*****g rage inducing, my whole life, after the fact.
Like I was saying earlier, I would be a college grad if I can figure stuff out before the f*****g fact for a change.
But no the consquences are too high regardless, because all I want to be alone

And I can never be alone
Last edited by Dragnet on 11 Dec 2017, 2:21 pm, edited 3 times in total.