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11 Dec 2017, 2:25 pm

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I've found a way to make some extra money, but it's not entirely ethical, so I'm a bit conflicted.


Stop giving people LSD for they, its not worth it... cause the people minding controlling are being mind controlled by people being mind controlled by people being even more mind controlled by who is ulitimately controlling everything... A super cute evil bunny first name Yoda, last name Coke Cola lulz



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11 Dec 2017, 2:26 pm

^^ never heard of that.
What's it about?


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11 Dec 2017, 2:32 pm

Dragnet wrote:
Raleigh wrote:
I've found a way to make some extra money, but it's not entirely ethical, so I'm a bit conflicted.


Stop giving people LSD for they, its not worth it... cause the people minding controlling are being mind controlled by people being mind controlled by people being even more mind controlled by who is ulitimately controlling everything... A super cute evil bunny first name Yoda, last name Coke Cola lulz

Logically, there's nothing really wrong with it but my conscience tells me there is.
My conscience would let me starve.
Thanks, invisible dictator.


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11 Dec 2017, 3:42 pm

Rally, I hope you can make peace with your conscience, doing what’s right and still making some money. I usually talk those sorts of conflicts out with someone.

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MISTAKE IS COLOSSAL INCOMING JET FIGHTERS OF DOOM lulz

But on a more serious note I had no idea what I was doing in college and paid the full price there too and no we don't get to decide how much we get to pay because jet fighters of Doom are never leaving now, ever and I don't want to live in a reality of that s**t, I'd rather have a label of mistake for life. But even then we can't decide how much we pay because the jet fighters of Doom will never leave so f**k it, life is meaningless, nothing matters, no hope of ever being OK. Because OK is alone and now no one is alone, I didnt know but now I know and life is meaningless.

As for how often, only once in a way that was detectable to my f****d up sense of right and wrong but in reality it was probably ever. single. f*****g. day like getting high on marijuanas everyday which may or may not be what I am refering too but I dont care anymore. And even the one time it did occur to me, it was after the fact. Which is amazing with me, I am a class A learner at learning things after the fact, so you know I fix my mistakes and move on while totally f*****g obvilious to the ones I do ever. single. f*****g. day but now that those are out of my system everything is fine... except its not because ITS AFTER THE f*****g FACT.

Its f*****g rage inducing, my whole life, after the fact.

Like I was saying earlier, I would be a college grad if I can figure stuff out before the f*****g fact for a change.

But no the consquences are too high regardless, because all I want to be alone :-(

And I can never be alone :-(


Learning things after the fact is a horrible feeling, even though in many cases, you really couldn't've known. As for being alone, I still hold out hope that you'll find some peace in life. Please keep reaching out. Hugs.



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11 Dec 2017, 3:52 pm

Raleigh wrote:
I've found a way to make some extra money, but it's not entirely ethical, so I'm a bit conflicted.

Simple: do the work, and then to relieve your conscience, sent the profits to me. That way you won't be contaminated by your ill-gotten gains.


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11 Dec 2017, 4:00 pm

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Sounds like excellent fodder for a British Impressionistic painting.

Yep, Zach....we all make mistakes. As long as we acknowledge then, and correct them if possible. Have a good day at work.


I don't know how to properly fix my problems.



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11 Dec 2017, 4:34 pm

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Learning things after the fact is a horrible feeling, even though in many cases, you really couldn't've known. As for being alone, I still hold out hope that you'll find some peace in life. Please keep reaching out. Hugs.


Well I'll never find peace as long as I am never alone and I am already never alone SO LETS f*****g PLAY GLOBAL THERMAL NUCLEAR WARFARE.

s**t my living room might as well be the f*****g street corner which to me is a worse consquence than what is on paper and labels don't matter so and I'll never marry and have a family, I am well beyond that. So why do it to no consquence and then tell me I am weak when I am facing damn consquences that are already beyond my ability to cope, yes even beyond what is on paper. So f**k it all with fire, it doesn't matter. No one has more then their mind can handle because everyone is in a situation that pushes the limits of their mind. No one wants to be in exterme pain but no one has a choice in the matter and when it happens, you deal with it because you dont have a choice. I already don't have a choice or a free will or privacy for that matter so f**k it... all... with fire. I am not and will never be comfrontable in private and nothing can convenience me otherwise because they lie and will lie, I say what I need to feel safe and no one cares which means no one is in my best interest and I DON'T GIVE A f**k IF I TAKE IT TOO FAR. Because I would take whats on paper for a while to be left alone later but I'll never be alone regardless.

Its not fair, I serve life when I woud take whats on paper to be left alone afterwards but its already f****d beyond that.



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11 Dec 2017, 4:44 pm

I hear your pain. I’m listening. What can we do to help? Are you safe now?



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11 Dec 2017, 4:48 pm

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I hear your pain. I’m listening. What can we do to help? Are you safe now?


Find me an abandon island and dumpster full of coconuts and I am good :-)

But I am serious,

I want nothing to do with any of it, NONE OF IT.

And electronics taught me how to interect with the world and nothing makes me happier and I still want nothing to do with any of it and I'll never be safe until this is met but that is opposite of what they want so of course they wont have any of that. Because its strung and will be always and they lie, everyone lies so f**k them and f**k me too, kill it all and I might just f**k it myself to show I am serious.

You know, if its not f****d, f**k it until it is...



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11 Dec 2017, 4:55 pm

I know you're serious about how you feel, even when you tell a joke through the pain. I know my understanding of it all isn't perfect though, and I'm sorry about that. You're a strong person, Dragnet.



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11 Dec 2017, 5:34 pm

Dragnet wrote:
DataB4 wrote:
I hear your pain. I’m listening. What can we do to help? Are you safe now?


Find me an abandon island and dumpster full of coconuts and I am good :-)

But I am serious,

I want nothing to do with any of it, NONE OF IT.

And electronics taught me how to interect with the world and nothing makes me happier and I still want nothing to do with any of it and I'll never be safe until this is met but that is opposite of what they want so of course they wont have any of that. Because its strung and will be always and they lie, everyone lies so f**k them and f**k me too, kill it all and I might just f**k it myself to show I am serious.

You know, if its not f****d, f**k it until it is...


Sorry I left like that, I did read your replies just now.

I know you are raging at the life you did and didn't have.
What I was trying to get at was, isn't up to us to forgive ourselves for our own past mistakes and know that we learned from them. It certainly seems that you have learned the hard way.

Do people invade your space? I like the island with coconuts.



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11 Dec 2017, 5:46 pm

Thinking before saying is frustrating for me.



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11 Dec 2017, 5:50 pm

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Thinking before saying is frustrating for me.


It can be at first if it doesn't come naturally to you.
It takes time Zach.



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11 Dec 2017, 5:58 pm

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11 Dec 2017, 6:01 pm

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I know you are raging at the life you did and didn't have.


Pretty much

Temeraire wrote:
What I was trying to get at was, isn't up to us to forgive ourselves for our own past mistakes and know that we learned from them.


Weeeeeell Kinda,

You can forgive yourself and still deal with consquences soooooo you can forgive yourself but never recover from the scars soooooo scars are seperate from forgiveness soooooo forgiveness doesn't remove pain soooooo it will never be OK, might get better but it will never be OK soooooo forgiveness is seperate from ever being OK.

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It certainly seems that you have learned the hard way.


Pretty much but I'd not like to think of it this way.

At least I haven't rob any liqour stores though at this point its kinda of a mute point because nothing matters so why not rob a liqour store?

Plus instructions are still actually unclear because apperantly no one like to use clear instructions with words so actually I still don't know what I am doing. I have some ideas of what not to do but its actually not written in stone because apperantly the law doesn't matter but I don't know to what capacity the law matters because people can't communicate with words. Instead they use overly vague terms like, what if you made a mistake the other day and I am like s**t, the part where I pirated Doom? the part where I smoked weed? the part where I can't tie my shoe? the part where I got drunk or the part where I installed the car engine in the trunk?

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Do people invade your space? I like the island with coconuts.


Yeah this looked to be ongoing thing actually, no one respect me so you know, lets just install cams in his shower implant a microphone under one of his teeth oh and don't forget that LSD. Because you know, we need our victims tripping balls for some reason before we hit them in the head and throw them out a window. Concrete hurts less when they are falling in the rainbow with unicorns, might be a trip I enjoy.



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11 Dec 2017, 6:02 pm

ZachGoodwin wrote:
Thinking before saying is frustrating for me.


Same here or maybe I actually totally mean what I say currently and I am just leaving people confused.