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My aunt wants me to go with her to my cousins for the 4th of July, but I don't really want to go anywhere or see anyone though. I just want to stay home and sleep.

Last night my kitten peed all over my hearing test requisition paper.
Totally drenched it.
Today of course I can't hear.
I hope he didn't pee in my ear too. / s

I decided -- I'm going back to how I did things as a 14 year old; having way lesser sleep per day. Or no sleep at all.

Because apparently it's the only way for me to actually be mindful of time, be more consistent, and not having 'energy' for that argumentative brat in my head to try and ruin it all.

Again -- I could care less if it's unhealthy.
Again -- I could care less if it's painful or even seem difficult.

I'd rather bear some hormonal and deprivation induced perceived weight, than crashing and burning everything with what is supposedly "healthier".


...
What if I may also have ADHD this whole time and all of that was suppressed by extreme dislike over sleep?
And accidentally been self medicating by having caffeine? Because I still consume caffeine for flavor; not for it's effects.

Yet still have the room to day dream in my head yet also pay attention to lessons while dealing with an undetected language learning issue in my youth?

That still doesn't explain why the human culture/s I grew up in feels familiar and deeply accustomed but never less foreign nor more natural...


I'm definitely having to need to get a reevaluation.
I still have more time to 'experiment' before an appointment.

Whatever the outcome will be -- I hope it meant more awareness than a waste of time.

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Finally coming back to earth again.

If I should make a pint of lager last 1 hour or 30 mins when meeting up with friends tonight.

My first one lasts about ten minutes and after that I just go at the same pace as everyone else.

Why don't you post on the alcoholic support thread

You might get better assistance

Have a flat.Lugbolts impossible to break loose.Can’t find my cheater pipe.
Neighbor came over and thought he could break them loose.It was comical.

Lol that might as well be in Chinese for me but I think I got the gist

A cheater pipe is a two feet or so piece of pipe you can slide onto a lug wrench for extra leverage.You can stand on it, gets most tight lug bolts loose.

Kind of disappointed that the "alcoholics support" thread just immediately turned into a casual chat about alcohol, since I can't really look at it or post in it unless I want to get triggered to s**t to want to drink, which is just ironic. Whatever I guess. lmao

I just see it as a thread where alcoholics don't get sh*t off none drinkers around here for talking about drinking. We get enough of that in real life.

You're not wrong but when people are talking about that they're already drinking you can't really start preaching at them not to. You just have to be there if and when they may need help.

Report it if you're not happy with it. There's no point in bitching about it on other threads.