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I want a baby so bad and it's all I can think about today. ffff

Can you offer to babysit for someone, to satiate the urge?

You should borrow one for a few hours, it might help.

I don't really know anyone close enough to me to let me babysit their baby. Otherwise I'd try to do that and see if it helps. I also kind of straight up want to have a baby, but that might just be because so many of my coworkers have been pregnant, so my brain is associating babies with getting pregnant. Either way, it's good that I don't have a boyfriend right now. lmaooo

I'm sure after a couple cry seshes and a few diapers I'd be cured of my fever for quite awhile. lmaoo

Yeah, even the thought of having to deal with that probably reduces my fertility by 95%.

I get that.
There's something romantic about the idea of falling pregnant, and the way it happens.

Try morning sickness on for a few weeks months, and maybe some sciatica.

That might scratch your itch.

Bonding with my son was the strongest, purest emotion that I ever felt. It probably took me about a year of sleepless nights to decide that I would never want another one. I just wish that I was around babies more without having the responsibility of caring for them 24/7 or the awful stuff related to pregnancy like vomiting every damn day.

Yeah, one of my coworkers had severe morning sickness her entire pregnancy, and every time I think about getting pregnant I remember that + how big her stomach looked by the end (she's the same height as me), and I'm like... Maybe never... lol

I threw up from the day I found out about my son until the day he was born.
He was born post-term, too.
I still can't eat some of the things that turned my stomach, 30 years later.

Whitney Houston.

Jim

Ken

John

Bath water

Even though it's not a good description, the phrase "I'm just Vibing" sometimes describes the mood perfectly.

Thinking about my legacy, or, nobody alive who gives a crap. There is still one person alive who tormented me as a kid, and if they survive me, I'm afraid they may say things to deny me even a dignified forgettance. And my family probably still holds to s**t my brother told them, and I'm not even confident he wouldn't make s**t up. So I'm wondering if I should deputize someone to monitor what's said about me after I'm gone and go nuclear with the truth if it is required.

Anxiety about my ultrasound.
Exhaustion, having slept about 90 minutes.
Annoyance that I have to make phone calls that shouldn't be needed.
Exhaustion, having slept about 90 minutes.
Ennui.
Too much to do.
Too much to worry.
Damn, groceries are coming too.
I forgot about that.
Juggling cars.
Money.
To Vyvanse, or not to Vyvanse.
To bother, or not to give a flying ****.