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23 Jan 2018, 2:48 am

Raleigh wrote:
More like carving.


carving what, specifically?



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23 Jan 2018, 2:49 am

myself.


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23 Jan 2018, 2:59 am

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23 Jan 2018, 3:07 am

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myself.

that's what i was afraid of. thank you for your honesty. do you have a lot of physical pain? how's your partner? do you want to continue this in pm's?



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23 Jan 2018, 3:13 am

I've been melting down all day.
I really can't cope.
With any on this.
But I have to pretend I can.
The further it goes on, the more uncertain I feel, because I know this has to end.
Doesn't it?
Like, there's no chance in hell.


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23 Jan 2018, 3:36 am

Raleigh wrote:
I've been melting down all day.
I really can't cope.
With any on this.
But I have to pretend I can.
The further it goes on, the more uncertain I feel, because I know this has to end.
Doesn't it?
Like, there's no chance in hell.


why do you have to pretend? no one copes well all of the time and you've got way more going on than most of us. give yourself permission to scream or isolate.



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23 Jan 2018, 4:39 am

cathylynn wrote:
Raleigh wrote:
I've been melting down all day.
I really can't cope.
With any on this.
But I have to pretend I can.
The further it goes on, the more uncertain I feel, because I know this has to end.
Doesn't it?
Like, there's no chance in hell.


why do you have to pretend? no one copes well all of the time and you've got way more going on than most of us. give yourself permission to scream or isolate.


Agree. I definitely can't always cope and I have no intention to pretend I can. No one is capable of that and trying to just makes it worse. Remember "the Way"? Try not to think about the future. Try to enjoy what you have day by day. You've made it this far in life. It will be ok.



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23 Jan 2018, 4:40 am

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23 Jan 2018, 5:02 am

Meh.
I told everyone to leave me alone and I'm listening to Suicide Sheep Chill Mix.

See?
I'm fine.
It's all BS that I'm fine, but I'm fine.


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23 Jan 2018, 6:10 am

Acceptable. Nothing wrong with alone time.



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23 Jan 2018, 7:15 am

Raleigh wrote:
Meh.
I told everyone to leave me alone and I'm listening to Suicide Sheep Chill Mix.

See?
I'm fine.
It's all BS that I'm fine, but I'm fine.


You are not fine at all are you my lovely.
I hope you haven't been holding in your despair for the sake of others?
Being brave so others don't have to worry - carrying their pain too as well as your own?

You can let all that s**t out on here.
As the lovely Cathylynn says, I am here for PM's too if you want.
I am used to being in the company of pain. You can share as much as you like.

If you allow yourself to feel the fear and sadness it will become less powerful.
You are human Raleigh.



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23 Jan 2018, 7:21 am

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I am watching Starsky and Hutch on freeview and there are so many comments you couldn't get away with today. It makes me think about what society was like back then.


You mean like F the gov, the CIA, the FBI, gov hackers for hire and the globalist elite? :lol:

Yes I want to die apparently lulz

But they don't respect simple God given rights and hack into everything and then start pointing fingers when they already know who is the blame. I hate them very badly, they created a drake :roll:

They attacked first, there was nothing here on that level anyway, F everyone :evil:


I am not sure if you are a Starsky and Hutch fan or we share the same hate for gov controls?



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23 Jan 2018, 8:01 am

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You can share as much as you like.



I echo the sentiment although I'm pretty crap at offering decent advice but I'm a good listener


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23 Jan 2018, 8:10 am

SaveFerris wrote:
Temeraire wrote:
You can share as much as you like.



I echo the sentiment although I'm pretty crap at offering decent advice but I'm a good listener


A good listener is all that someone needs sometimes Mr Ferris.
A good listener will always be in demand. :)



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23 Jan 2018, 11:30 am

Raleigh wrote:
Meh.
I told everyone to leave me alone and I'm listening to Suicide Sheep Chill Mix.

See?
I'm fine.
It's all BS that I'm fine, but I'm fine.


:heart: (((raleigh))) i'm glad for anything you do to comfort yourself. i know it's selfish, but you are a smart, compassionate, funny, wonderful friend. i don't want to lose you before i have to.



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23 Jan 2018, 12:35 pm

Temeraire wrote:
Dragnet wrote:
Temeraire wrote:
I am watching Starsky and Hutch on freeview and there are so many comments you couldn't get away with today. It makes me think about what society was like back then.


You mean like F the gov, the CIA, the FBI, gov hackers for hire and the globalist elite? :lol:

Yes I want to die apparently lulz

But they don't respect simple God given rights and hack into everything and then start pointing fingers when they already know who is the blame. I hate them very badly, they created a drake :roll:

They attacked first, there was nothing here on that level anyway, F everyone :evil:


I am not sure if you are a Starsky and Hutch fan or we share the same hate for gov controls?


You hate the gov?

Cool, let burn all to the ground WOOOOOOOOOT

If its not f****d, lets f**k it some more, if they show up, I'll burn em in a van. I was suppose to troll reddit but f**k em, I am drake lulz

And if the power of suggestion implies I am posting only things for my own laugh and to hear myself rattle, I can do that.

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There you go, a post to my liking 8)