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24 Jan 2018, 8:56 pm

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Which is why people do drugs.


I did drugs because it made me feel better with anxiety,
I trolled because it got unfiltered thoughts out of my head which helped with anxiety,

Then the pooch got screwed and now I am fine with death, prison, torture and all of the above.

Reality was too much but now everything is fine because nothing matters.
I was f****d, but the word was more f****d around me and now nothing matters.

I guess a hug won't matter then?

(((Dragnet)))


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24 Jan 2018, 8:57 pm

I'll stay away from sheep if I ever visit Australia, then. Knowing me, I might end up in New Zealand instead and never want to leave.


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24 Jan 2018, 8:58 pm

I feel unbalanced. I'm breaking boundaries I set for myself and I don't know whether or not it's a good thing or a bad thing after yesterday's mishap... -is afraid- I don't know how to keep my mouth shut...


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24 Jan 2018, 9:02 pm

^ What will happen if your break your boundaries?

If it helps, I often don't know how to keep my mouth shut either.
We can blabber together.


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24 Jan 2018, 9:05 pm

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^ What will happen if your break your boundaries?

If it helps, I often don't know how to keep my mouth shut either.
We can blabber together.


People trying to tell me that I'm wrong and they are right, pushing their beliefs onto me, offend me in some way because of the things I'm into and believe causing me to go into a hysteria and wanting to delete everything I post. I set boundaries on the kind of things I speak about on here to prevent any sort of shock reaction from people because certain things I mention are either taboo or "out of this world".

I feel like I've gotten too comfortable on this forum to know what I should and shouldn't say, so I'm at a debate with myself.


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24 Jan 2018, 9:14 pm

If the flock won't accept you, trying finding other black sheep to hang out with.


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24 Jan 2018, 9:16 pm

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If the flock won't accept you, trying finding other black sheep to hang out with.


Meaning not on here... I do have friends from other places who accept me who believe and are into similar stuff as I am and that's pretty much it. I also have a trust issue when it comes to meeting and making friends with others...


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24 Jan 2018, 9:19 pm

How about unicorn sheep?



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24 Jan 2018, 9:20 pm

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How about unicorn sheep?


No.


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24 Jan 2018, 9:37 pm

I’m a black sheep, an outcast, resident of the island of misfit toys except no one else is there. It’s fine.



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24 Jan 2018, 10:14 pm

Metaphorically speaking, I'm a green sheep - no one even knows I exist (or so most people IRL act, anyway).


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24 Jan 2018, 10:21 pm

We're all a bit black sheepy here.

Except for kraftie.
He's a wolf in sheep's clothing.


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24 Jan 2018, 10:29 pm

I'm a Wolfman in Wolfie clothing....



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24 Jan 2018, 10:33 pm

MariaTheFictionkin wrote:
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If the flock won't accept you, trying finding other black sheep to hang out with.


Meaning not on here... I do have friends from other places who accept me who believe and are into similar stuff as I am and that's pretty much it. I also have a trust issue when it comes to meeting and making friends with others...

I'm sure there are people here who accept you.
I think the non-acceptors can be more "vocal" and that makes it seem like everyone's against you, but really they are the minority here


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24 Jan 2018, 10:35 pm

MariaTheFictionkin wrote:
Raleigh wrote:
^ What will happen if your break your boundaries?

If it helps, I often don't know how to keep my mouth shut either.
We can blabber together.


People trying to tell me that I'm wrong and they are right, pushing their beliefs onto me, offend me in some way because of the things I'm into and believe causing me to go into a hysteria and wanting to delete everything I post. I set boundaries on the kind of things I speak about on here to prevent any sort of shock reaction from people because certain things I mention are either taboo or "out of this world".

I feel like I've gotten too comfortable on this forum to know what I should and shouldn't say, so I'm at a debate with myself.


If its not F, F it more.

Implode...
Do some drugs and just flat out implode,
Static with implosion,
Reality will blur,
Everyone will blur,
Everything will blur,
Static and blur,

But it will be F'd cause it won't be hallucination,
It will be factual,
factual blur with static :?
Until its not factual
Then its lies, blur and static

Then your just want to turn around 8)



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24 Jan 2018, 10:40 pm

Raleigh wrote:
MariaTheFictionkin wrote:
Raleigh wrote:
If the flock won't accept you, trying finding other black sheep to hang out with.


Meaning not on here... I do have friends from other places who accept me who believe and are into similar stuff as I am and that's pretty much it. I also have a trust issue when it comes to meeting and making friends with others...

I'm sure there are people here who accept you.
I think the non-acceptors can be more "vocal" and that makes it seem like everyone's against you, but really they are the minority here


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