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*I should have brought (insert name here) to the banquet instead. I was only allowed to bring one friend along and I chose you since (insert name here) is from another school and is usually busy. But instead of treating me like a friend, you ignored me for the rest of the night, talking to other people, because I actually had to think about what topics you'd like to talk about. At least I was trying.

Whether I'm in a social mood or not, you just seem to be embarrassed by me in real life. Online, you'd let me say what I want to say, but in real life, you tell me to shut up.

*(To someone else): I wish you weren't moving away again. Even though we barely see each other anymore, you're one of the easiest people to talk to (as long as we're not in a group setting of course).

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My nephew Coke needs to eat! Obviously we're related.

When I met you I thought you was really tough, you put on such a show. Just lately you're showing me that you're just a little kid running scared and hiding.

I get the feeling that you don't approve of what I do but you won't say, you're still trying to act all tough. Why don't you just say. It won't make me change but at least we'll be on the level.

You have to accept we're two completely different people coming fron two completely different worlds. I accept you're views but you have no rights to judge me.

I will always love you.x

I tried to compromise
I tried to do something
I had a good time
SO WHY LET IT GET SPOILED?? I CAN'T HELP IT IF I WANT TO COME BACK EARLY SO I CAN BE ONLINE WHEN MORE PEOPLE ARE THERE!! !

So you don´t like me. You´ve let it shown, increasingly, for the last few days. And I don´t like you either, you probably have been noticing that lately, as I have less and less patiente towards your actions.

I know enough about life to say: I can´t objectively state I am right or you are wrong, or that I´m better than you, because sure, sometimes I believe that, but I´m sure you believe you´re right and I´m wrong, and that you´re better than me. I think you don´t take some things seriously enough, you probably think I take them way too seriously. I think you don´t worry about the consequences of your action, and you probably think I worry too much about everything. I think you´re an overly dedicate flower who can´t take the slightest bit of disconfort, can´t walk too much, only drinks bottled water, doesn´t eat perfectly good food that just doesn´t happen to look well on the plate, while you probably think I´m a half-redneck (the closest english word for what I have in mind) or something, used to a lesser way of living than you.

There are people I don´t like because I think they are better than me, and that makes me feel guilty and ashamed. But that´s not the case with you, I actually hold you in contempt, but again, I´ve notoced by your actions that you hold me in contempt too.

We are just not compatible. When my stay in Brazil ends, and we both go back to our country, I´ll never contact you again, never see you again, and we´ll both be on our ways. You´ll meet with your friends, people who appreciate those traits I don´t, and I shall do likewise. The only thing that worries me is... how will we manage in the meantime? Today I sensed an increase in the hostilities, you dismissing all the things I have to say, and I answered in kind by raising my voice over yours and going on anyway, while switching eye contact to our coworker and ignoring you. Petty fights, but we´ve still got a month ahead of us, and I´m afraid sooner or later this state of affairs will become untenable. Not only are we living together, we´re working together, and our enmity gets into the way of things, it gets into the way we enjoy our leisure time at home, and it get´s into the way we work and function as a team, I can get along fairly well with the other two members, but if we go on like this hindering each other we will all lose, and as I get more enthusiastic about this project and the change we can bring here, I start caring more and more about our performance, and worry more about this.

I don´t know what the best course of action should be. One part of me wants you to snap, wants your pent up anger to take the better of yourself and say something truly insulting instead of this passive -agressive behaviour that you are so much better at, which I can only manage to rebuff but not to imitate. Then the game will be on, and the darkest part of me is sure that I can verbally break you, I'm tougher than you, and more aware of my shortcomings than you're of yours, so nothing you say to make me feel bad would be new, and I'd be able to handle it better anyway. But what good is that for? After the initial rush of being done with you all our coworkers will hate me, and the work dynamic will be lost with them too. Besides, you don't really deserve it, you're not bad, just very annoying. Or we can go on like this, hiding our true feelings to each other, being passive-agressive, backing off before things get real. Or a middle point, where it becomes completely unambiguous that we hate each other, and stop acting like that wasn't true, without arming a ****storm... I'd like that one, is less draining on myself. I'll just wait and see how things go.

Oh and why do you have to show off your cleavage so much? It´s very distracting Leave something for imagination.

I can't be everything you want me to be. I can't be the girl that calls you all the time. After 34 years you'd think you would have grasped that about me. I realise you've given up on me. It's pretty obvious, even for me. I think that hurts the most. It makes me wonder if you have ever really known me...

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I'm sick and tired of being a woman, and I'm sick and tired of your sexist attitude. I don't care if I never work with you, again. You treat me like garbage.

Obviously you don't know about positive reinforcement. You never seem to recognize the things I do right, but when I do something that is remotely not to your liking, you blow up and threaten to kick me out of the house. Punishment doesn't work on me now; I'm not a little kid anymore. I've learned to withstand physical pain, to remain calm in the face of a threat. No matter how many times you scream, threaten, pull out my hair, or hit me, I will never learn unless you recognize my improvements so that I can build on them.

I need to talk to you cariño.

You're the only one I respect enough and you has enough experience and perspective on this to be able to help me with this. Everybody else just has the same bullsh*t "don't worry about it" or "just don't do this". Like they think I haven't exhausted those options already? I need someone who is going to be real about this, not the same old cliché crap. You're the only one I've seen deal with this successfully.

And I got your last references, shout out and mentions. Too cute

Te extraño...

It's my choice whether I choose to shower or not. And since I did yesterday, I don't feel the need to again, and I'm not getting changed to just clean myself and then put on the same clothes again.

I like you
Do you like me?

Chinese, Canadian, semi-American.

Where did my life go so wrong?

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