My favourite book is In Order to Live: A North Korean Girl's Journey to Freedom. I have it next to me as I'm typing out this response. I rarely read a book two times, let alone three. This girl struggles and constantly questions what she is doing. She admits that she was selfish for the first part of her life, only caring about herself. She grows up tremendously, today, she is safely in South Korea. After almost getting captured by North Korean forces and Chinese forces multiple times.
Same question.
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Just counting down the time til' I can get outta here and the journey begins.