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If you've not got a soul are you already dead

I like to think that I have a soul. I hope so, anyway.

I think you have

Taking my daughter to do the ADOS today, and developmental history tomorrow. A bit nervous for her.

I’m trying to figure out what I want to accomplish tomorrow. Nothing has a nice ring to it. Maybe I’ll do that but only if the weather cooperates.

The nice. long night ahead of me.

how DST is messing with my biorhythms.

I am improving my English reading ability by looking up words.Boring and no end in sight.

I'm bringing Spring to me instead of waiting for the spring weather to come.

I wonder if I can make a blog about being an actually autistic but cannot relate to common actually autistic issues?


The screwed sense of fear, internal senses instead of external -- no alexithymia, how I observe emotions if I have the mental energy to, the 'backwards' processing, self issues of daily living instead of socializing.
Stuff that had less to do with intersectionality and feeling awkward.

The not-talking-about-special-interests, the cultural and geographical gaps that I may not relate with many wrongplanet western users -- my own intersectionality is another matter though.

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That's the top layer of the milk tray gone

I've been drinking a a lot of coffee for me lately. 2 Cups a day is a lot for me. I think about the dark, wet weather and I drink coffee. I think about the carbon tax hikes and I drink coffee. I think about inflation and I drink coffee. I think about high grocery prices and I drink coffee. I think about Trudeau's ugly face and I drink coffee. I think about the Holocaust and I drink coffee. I think about my best friend that I've had all through school passing away last year around this time and I drink coffee. I think about people and the gender stereotypes that they push on people and I drink coffee. I think about the way people treat me and I drink coffee. Thinking of any of those things can drive me to that second cup of coffee that I usually have in the evening.

So that's why I don't have the big appetite that I used to.