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25 Feb 2018, 11:13 pm

My head is feeling bad whenever I post now. I can't find any peace in this world at all.



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25 Feb 2018, 11:19 pm

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My head is feeling bad whenever I post now. I can't find any peace in this world at all.


Do you think being here is making things worse or better for you or is it exactly the same?


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25 Feb 2018, 11:23 pm

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My head is feeling bad whenever I post now. I can't find any peace in this world at all.


Do you think being here is making things worse or better for you or is it exactly the same?


It's making me feel worse but I have an obsessive nature so I can't break away from things easily. I wish I could prove my detractors here wrong but I haven't been able to and probably never will. I hate that I am almost 30 but my life has been a waste.



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25 Feb 2018, 11:35 pm

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^^^ why doesn't depression count?


The Bible Belt thinks depression is a myth and that all you need to do is work yourself to death or let God take it out of you. :roll:


depression is the biggest cause of disability. ridiculous to call it a myth. can you appeal? and appeal? and appeal?


My mind pretty much thinks I am doomed and should just put myself out of my misery. Having Aspergers and being born into the Bible Belt has been a living nightmare for me.


your mind isn't working perfectly because it's being influenced by the negativity of depression. please appeal.


I feel like I might need a break from this forum. It's just not helping me to post on here. Even the people who say they are on my side eventually tell me to get lost. :(


i'm sorry if i sounded dismissive. it's just that depression lies to us that we need to give up.



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25 Feb 2018, 11:38 pm

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There is always a reason for everything, even if we don't understand it at the time.

i'm reading a book called "everything happens for a reason and other lies i've loved."



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25 Feb 2018, 11:39 pm

Marknis wrote:
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My head is feeling bad whenever I post now. I can't find any peace in this world at all.


Do you think being here is making things worse or better for you or is it exactly the same?


It's making me feel worse but I have an obsessive nature so I can't break away from things easily. I wish I could prove my detractors here wrong but I haven't been able to and probably never will. I hate that I am almost 30 but my life has been a waste.


Who are you detractors here ?

And what do you need to prove ?


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25 Feb 2018, 11:41 pm

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Everyone is born on this planet for a reason--to learn, to grow, to experience, to live.


the universe is indifferent. if you're lucky, life can be what you make it.



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25 Feb 2018, 11:55 pm

cathylynn wrote:
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^^^ why doesn't depression count?


The Bible Belt thinks depression is a myth and that all you need to do is work yourself to death or let God take it out of you. :roll:


depression is the biggest cause of disability. ridiculous to call it a myth. can you appeal? and appeal? and appeal?


My mind pretty much thinks I am doomed and should just put myself out of my misery. Having Aspergers and being born into the Bible Belt has been a living nightmare for me.


your mind isn't working perfectly because it's being influenced by the negativity of depression. please appeal.


I feel like I might need a break from this forum. It's just not helping me to post on here. Even the people who say they are on my side eventually tell me to get lost. :(


i'm sorry if i sounded dismissive. it's just that depression lies to us that we need to give up.


My thought patterns have been the way they are for nearly 12 years now, though. Will it take the same amount of time to change them? I can't bear living another 12 years like I've had to go through.



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25 Feb 2018, 11:59 pm

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My head is feeling bad whenever I post now. I can't find any peace in this world at all.


Do you think being here is making things worse or better for you or is it exactly the same?


It's making me feel worse but I have an obsessive nature so I can't break away from things easily. I wish I could prove my detractors here wrong but I haven't been able to and probably never will. I hate that I am almost 30 but my life has been a waste.


Who are you detractors here ?

And what do you need to prove ?


I can't say their names because my posts will get deleted.

I want to prove to them I can get a girlfriend and that I am not a loser but things just never go my way.



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26 Feb 2018, 12:11 am

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I can't say their names because my posts will get deleted.


fair enough , they sound like w*kers anyway

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I want to prove to them I can get a girlfriend and that I am not a loser but things just never go my way.


You do not have to prove anything to anyone and besides these types of people will not believe you when you do get a girlfriend so forget about them and do stuff for yourself


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26 Feb 2018, 12:19 am

Ever wanted to slap someone in the face with an eel

I could spend quite a while DOING THIS


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26 Feb 2018, 12:24 am

That slime tho. :eew:


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26 Feb 2018, 12:27 am

My detractors would seem to want me dead.
So should I die to please them?


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26 Feb 2018, 12:28 am

It's quite cathartic though :twisted:


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26 Feb 2018, 12:30 am

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My detractors would seem to want me dead.
So should I die to please them?


Should you f**k


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26 Feb 2018, 12:35 am

5:30 am ! Why do I do this to myself , I've gotta go to bed , TTFN ya buggers


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