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Yes there are.
When I get my car fixed I can go visit some visible friends.
I also need a little bit more strength too. I am getting there though.

My visitor is 45 mins late.
This is not doing my anxiety much good.

Mindfulness and breathing is maybe what you need , maybe a distraction - nice cup of tea
Real life friends are great when it comes to cars.

I just checked the appointment again and she is not late - she is due now.
For some reason I had her coming at 1pm not 2pm. My fault.

At least I have a nice cup of hot tea to drink.

At least you got the appointment wrong the right way - too early rather than too late

Alanis Morissette Rewritten Lyrics ‘Ironic’ For Problems In 2018

Hello, everyone.

So, mum had a chat with me.
She said that she knew how it felt, trying to live in two different worlds. I wasn't sure what to say to that, so I said nothing.
I suggested trying to do April NaNo and the course both at once. Mum agreed, but...
This transition to life thing comes first.

>.<

Here's the course list:
Understanding your diagnosis [I disagree with it more than anything]
Transition from Secondary School to Life: Benefits and Challenges
Assessment of Current Skills
Emotional Regulation and Anxiety Reduction [I'm not exactly sure how a course will help me with that...it'd be like trying to teach someone magic using a textbook.]
Social Understanding and Safety
Healthy Relationships--Friendships and Sexuality [That's kind of an odd grouping...as for sexuality...um...]
Post Secondary Education
Employment
Self-Employment
Independent Living Skills
Planning for the Future [why not the present?]

I also just realized that my schedule will look like this:

March:
Writing Book VI

April:
NaNo + Book VII
Course Work + Volunteer Work

May:
Course Work + Volunteer Work

June:
Course Work + Volunteer Work

July:
NaNo + Book VIII
My Birthday


Gah. I'm already tired. I seem to be easily convinced to do things like this--from university residence to doing the second semester at home online...

I might not even be accepted into the course--I might be too 'high-fuctioning'.

...

If I don't get accepted, I'll have to find something else to do.

It's times like these that I feel world-weary, as if I've lived for a thousand years instead of a couple decades. I almost feel like calling out to people: 'Wake up! There's so much more than this!'

I once took a similar course in high school. It was dead boring, because I already knew most of what was in it [that, and basic common sense.]

I'm usually not so jaded...*sigh* I guess I'm just a bit grumpy. But for years now, I keep falling into that trap of 'maybe it won't be so bad'. I think I'll take a notebook to doodle in. It saved my sanity during those three and a half months of university residence, so it might help.

It's sunny today, so that's something wonderful.

ROFL

Just passing by
to say hi

happy late birthday.

thanks, soon yours is to be celebrated

Happy Belated Birthday Boo

Of course my big, long rant ended up on the bottom of the previous page.

Thanks!

If you've got it out of your system , job done - if not - post it again , I read it but didn't know what to reply

Edit: Claymore Volume 1 finished , it's not really my cup of tea but I will read more.

My literal mind find this quote funny - 'Only woman can become half-man and half-monster'

It's alright. It doesn't matter.

Who am I to complain when mum's upset?

Who am I to just run away and hide in here when mum's upset?

Who am I to...be such a...terrible person?

Even though I don't know you , I can tell you are not a terrible person

I'm sorry. It was just a tiny meltdown. I feel a bit better.