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Idk, but "Living forever in heaven serving God" sounds like a terrible deal to me.

"...we become attached to other people's souls and personalities on here - which I find a certain freedom and comfort in."

- Someone Very Wise.

Friendship is an urban legend.

damn, you mean i've been living a legend all these years?

Today I was the recipient of some very challenging news I'm not at liberty to share with much of anybody.

I geeked my way straight out of any normal life & into I know not what. It could be recklessly irresponsible for me to maintain any normal human relationships. I'd be locked up for describing this one to my psychiatrist, but some lunatic fringes are here to help humanity. I guess I'm somewhat resigned to life as a digital shaman. Sometimes the toughest agnostic has to meditate & ask for guidance.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

Kip, I don't care about being delusional anymore. I've given up on trying to fit in reality just now okay. I'm going to be told nonstop how the world should work everyday and everytime of my life. I'm not going to be the one who is in your position kip where you get to make your own decisions and complain about your own problems without having to worry about being told that you need to get your act together.

I tried my entire life to get in the position that most of everyone is in, but unfortunately I failed. Whenever I try anything or attempt to succeed with anything it's like I'm Shelley Duvall all the time:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nfCxKppdO3I

That one point of view of not being looked at as someone who needs special needs and medication is not going to happen in my life, and I have to lose many and I mean many opportunities and potential relationships because of it.

So yes, Kip friendships are an urban legend to me. You can go ahead and show me the facts, and objectively point out how false it is, but to me friendships are fake. I wasn't put on this Earth to be anyone's friend, and instead was put on this Earth to be one of these individuals that you talk about teaching a lesson and how cool you are when you taught this guy a lesson.

I may democratically be told how incorrect I am and how much I need to get my life straighten out, but that's always going to happen, and there is nothing I can do about it. Probably some day after this post I'm going to be straighten out again for making a post, and it'll end with I'm okay and it does exist yada yada yada.

i think it's good you seem to be sorting things out within yourself, keep doing it, in my experience its good catharsis.

i don't agree with some of your conclusions as generalizations but you and i seem to be so different (in a good way) that it hardly matters. i can appreciate how it may be true for you and i hope it doesn't stop you from living the life you want to live.

^^ sorry you've had a hard time, Zach.
Also sorry if I offended you with my comment yesterday.

i am also sorry.

I'm also sorry Zach if my comment annoyed you.

@cberg Hope you get the guidance you need dude , although I'm sure you have the answer inside you.

Feeling rather flat this morning.
I have my appointment tomorrow.
That means 9 hours on a train.
With people.

9 Hours? f**k that! Is that the scenic route?

Good luck at your appointment dude

I'm hoping it won't be too "eventful".
People seem to like having punch ups on the trains here.

^ Are you traveling alone or is someone riding shotgun with you?