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12 Mar 2018, 4:02 pm

^It's got a few books [such as Earthbound and Mother 3 guidebooks, and a book about the localization of Earthbound] that are really hard to find otherwise.


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12 Mar 2018, 4:11 pm

^ Perhaps you can treat yourself to one of those books to ease your stress - as a self-care gesture?



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12 Mar 2018, 4:19 pm

I've already bought three video games just this week. >.< I'm going to delete my ebay account information so I can't automatically buy new stuff from there.

I might ask for the books for my birthday...


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12 Mar 2018, 4:40 pm

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I had my car's alternator go out for the second time and was stranded in Austin until my family could come get me. During the wait, all I could think about is how this year has been bad so far, I am always behind everyone else, death gets closer to me as well as my family every year, and if an incident like this happens again, I will truly be helpless and most likely die. :(


Why would you die ?
I appreciate the whole situation , as several cars have left me stranded in the middle of nowhere with no phone signal - then the FML thoughts start. Is there a breakdown recovery company that you could join ?


I could get hit by another car because Texas drivers, contrary to the saying, are the most aggressive drivers on the planet.

I honestly should just go ahead and commit suicide so I won't have to worry about that happening. My mind is telling me I am just going to go through the rest of my life with no friends and no girlfriend/wife.


do we count as sort of friends?


even if we don't count as friends to you , how many people would listen to you and offer advice , at the very least that should show that some of us care.


As I get older, others start to tell me to go away. :(



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12 Mar 2018, 4:50 pm

Marknis wrote:
SaveFerris wrote:
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I had my car's alternator go out for the second time and was stranded in Austin until my family could come get me. During the wait, all I could think about is how this year has been bad so far, I am always behind everyone else, death gets closer to me as well as my family every year, and if an incident like this happens again, I will truly be helpless and most likely die. :(


Why would you die ?
I appreciate the whole situation , as several cars have left me stranded in the middle of nowhere with no phone signal - then the FML thoughts start. Is there a breakdown recovery company that you could join ?


I could get hit by another car because Texas drivers, contrary to the saying, are the most aggressive drivers on the planet.

I honestly should just go ahead and commit suicide so I won't have to worry about that happening. My mind is telling me I am just going to go through the rest of my life with no friends and no girlfriend/wife.


do we count as sort of friends?


even if we don't count as friends to you , how many people would listen to you and offer advice , at the very least that should show that some of us care.


As I get older, others start to tell me to go away. :(


Others may do that, Marknis, but you are always welcome on here.
Nobody tells you to go away on this thread.

I think both Mr Ferris and Cathy were trying to tell you that we care about you on here.

Also, that it might be worth thinking about the friends you have here?
Like could you accept that some people on this thread are your friend?



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12 Mar 2018, 4:58 pm

It's much safer to stay here and hang out with us weirdos than venture out into the ofttimes inhospitable parts of the forum. It's sad but true.


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12 Mar 2018, 5:02 pm

I can be whatever I want to be on WP.


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12 Mar 2018, 5:05 pm

^ Exactly Mr Rebel.

I tend to see myself as strange but true.



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12 Mar 2018, 5:21 pm

Marknis I just want to say you sound very traumatized,
from the bumps and misunderstandings and unfairness we Aspies usually face in this world.
It is a kind of trauma which does not get recognized, but then our reactions get pathologized.

I am in a v similar place to you and you can be sure the majority of ppl here are sincere to you and everyone in general
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12 Mar 2018, 5:36 pm

Marknis wrote:

As I get older, others start to tell me to go away. :(


People like that are not worth bothering with - no big loss in my opinion


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12 Mar 2018, 5:43 pm

I apologized to the law clerk and from her reply it seems she truly thinks i was angry hich i wasnt just tense
So i let her know my face is like that when tense
It’s fine now I wont go back but at least i know it was just a big misunderstanding


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12 Mar 2018, 5:44 pm

blooiejagwa wrote:
Marknis I just want to say you sound very traumatized,
from the bumps and misunderstandings and unfairness we Aspies usually face in this world.
It is a kind of trauma which does not get recognized, but then our reactions get pathologized.

I am in a v similar place to you and you can be sure the majority of ppl here are sincere to you and everyone in general
:heart:


Yes, I am very much hurt by what I've had to go through in my life. I used to have dreams but they have fallen and smashed and they can't be put back together. I sometimes feel like I was supposed to have a purpose but my potential got destroyed and I am now just a failed experiment that should just be thrown away.

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Others may do that, Marknis, but you are always welcome on here.
Nobody tells you to go away on this thread.

I think both Mr Ferris and Cathy were trying to tell you that we care about you on here.

Also, that it might be worth thinking about the friends you have here?
Like could you accept that some people on this thread are your friend?


I suppose I can. I just wish I had a special partner in my life. I hate how it feels like love is something denied from me. :(



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12 Mar 2018, 5:47 pm

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Marknis, you are loved, so loved by the universe. You probably won't like it, but I have a recommendation for you: read the Conversations With God series.


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12 Mar 2018, 5:50 pm

I feel just like you

Like a rough draft that ought to be crumpled up and discarded

At least u are not hiding ur emotion from urself and lying to yourself about it.


If u did u wd probably develop a personality disorder like narcissism that wd take years to fix, if ever, in addition to life issues.

Have you made an appointment?

I cancelled my therapist bcuz of conflicting schedule but have now fixed it fr march 20th. Meds and therapy are the life raft hopefully.


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12 Mar 2018, 6:35 pm

blooiejagwa wrote:
I feel just like you

Like a rough draft that ought to be crumpled up and discarded

At least u are not hiding ur emotion from urself and lying to yourself about it.


If u did u wd probably develop a personality disorder like narcissism that wd take years to fix, if ever, in addition to life issues.

Have you made an appointment?

I cancelled my therapist bcuz of conflicting schedule but have now fixed it fr march 20th. Meds and therapy are the life raft hopefully.


I get called "fa***t" or "p****", even by women, if I am open about my emotions. I keep feeling like I'll have to become like the jerks and "bad boys" since they are the only ones who get girls from what I can see.

I have an appointment but it won't be until the end of the month if I remember correctly.



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12 Mar 2018, 6:38 pm

Don't let people change who you are.

Don't betray yourself by conforming to society.


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