I haven't grown up. Honestly. Not just in a cute "inner child" way, but my emotional development literally stopped at puberty. I have the same insecurities and same lack of skills I had then. I was standing at the fence too, holding a book. I think I still am.
Yes, I wanted to grow up desperately. I prayed one night "please make me mature". It didn't happen. I'm not immature but I definitely never transitioned to adulthood like the other adolescents. I've been an adult for many years and dealt with a lot of things using the skill set of a middle schooler.
How old do you feel?
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Beatles