IsabellaLinton wrote:
When I was about three years old I had to partake in that activity where you lie on butcher's paper and a teacher traces your body. This happened at Sunday School.
I was furious and had a meltdown when I saw my shape on the page.
I told my teacher that my body couldn't possibly fit inside that small, finite shape because my mind went "forever".
(I knew at that age that I was more omniscient, without a physical form).
I quit Sunday School straight away, telling my parents the teacher was nuts.
There are four basic Personality types ~ with the first being type ones that develop more Physically as Followers, the second type more Physically and Mentally as Supporters; type threes more Physically, Mentally and Psychically as Leaders, and type fours Physically, Mentally, Psychically and Consciously as Facilitators.
Each personality type develops all psychological capacities, but not all of which are directly developing in respect of type ones, twos and threes, whereas type fours are all systems go ~ as they are enlightenment embodied, and know firstly everything they need to know, and secondly everything anyone or anything they facilitate for needs to know.
From what you describe it seems you are a type three ~ given that Psychical sensing is spatial, Mental sensibilities are infinite and Physical sensibilities are finite. In that you describe feeling detached from your body and that you find it difficult to identify with the local appearance of people in physical-environmental terms, it seems that you are a type three becoming a type four and as such 'thresh-holding', or else as such that you were by degree a type four already to start with, and have some type three development to finalise like myself and others.
IsabellaLinton wrote:
I love to draw ripples.
You and me both then ~ as in my case I see everything as surrounded by concentric energetic fields, and used to draw everything with them. Only it was really weird having to explain them as I thought everybody saw this, and along with orbs, auras and all that ~ it was just easier not to mention or depict them in relation with people and everyday objects. Also drawing ripples is just one of those pleasantly simple ways of creating orderly repeating patterns. I really got into five stone Zen sand gardening, to start with using a tray of sand, but had major contentment sessions doing them on A4 paper instead ~ because there was no possible mess involved.
IsabellaLinton wrote:
I love the song Ripples by Genesis.
I quite like it myself ~ but in order to refresh my memory I had to endure hearing a murderous digital death tinny-flat-spatially-void recording of it. I find it so difficult listening to digital sound.
IsabellaLinton wrote:
Do you feel larger or smaller than your form?
Well infinitely smaller within it, and infinitely larger beyond it.
Do you have the feeling that your hands and forearms, and your nasal and oral cavities ~ are larger than they actually are?
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