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It hit me, it really hit me.

My life is going nowhere.

This isn't really new news, but every other time this occurred I was usually being occupied trying to work towards something.
Technically I'm still working towards projects, but in the bigger scheme of things, I'm not really going anywhere in life.
I've been thinking about how everyone who meets me in person asks about Berlin and whether I'm still there telling them with pain in my heart that I'm here again indefinitely as I had some financial issues with Berlin and I realized I never made a clear statement about my departure. I was picturing my potential long overdue announcement on the matter where I'd explain my situation and that I'm still feeling disoriented trying to adapt, and felt miserable as I realised I have no life plan whatsoever, I haven't felt like myself in years except during that Summer festival job I worked at the past few months. I've been distracting myself by watching a 54 hour long Persona 4 Golden longplay.

Sucks feeling like this knowing I am in charge of my own happiness.

Sometimes, I wonder if I have the mindset of an 18 year old who lusts after hippies.

I have been so exhausted the last three plus months that it's been incapacitating. Today I slept most of the day and don't know if I'll be well enough tomorrow to see my boyfriend. I feel so defeated. I don't know how I'm going to go on.

That's gotta be hard.
**Hugs**

I want a Terry's Chocolate Milkball

I haven't had a Terry's orange for 40 years

Now that the months are getting colder, I can start wearing black and attract more heat from the sun.

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I wonder if dogs with 4 legs can tell the difference with dogs with 3 legs

In which I just pick off pieces of baguette with my hand, directly into the chocolate spread.

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I wouldn't mind getting a view of the comet when it comes over tonight

I miss the days when I could just throw my bottle top away so I could carry a half empty bottle around all day without a lid on it

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