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I tend to go a tiny bit Nazi when I feel that my mum expects too much of me.

My sister just sent me this link
https://twitter.com/PaulMMCooper/status ... 26245?s=09
It’s a fascinating archeological discovery.

You can scroll down to see further details and pictures in the comments.
I thought that CockneyRebel esp might like it as he likes history. (Even though it’s not at all the era you’re interested in)

Those are very cool pictures.

Imagine the temple that they regarded so highly crashing into the sea before their eyes.


They saw the city crumble into the ocean over time yet some ppl still refused to move! So interesting. Maybe they were unable to?

I wish I could have my dislike of pain removed so I can finally kill myself.

Wow dude... Just wow...

I know I have been suicidal in this thread but whoa negative.

Why are you so serious?

I admit I had a few dark thoughts early in the day but I don't want to act on them nor even give them a second thought. I have found that immediately stopping doing what you are doing and think differently. Yes Autism sucks, it may even be a huge federal conspiracy on my end or maybe I just ruined my life on drugs. But the point is, suicidal thoughts build, the more negative thoughts you let into your brain, the more your overall mental positively decreases.

My offer to call or Skype you still stands if you need to vent to someone

I wish you could be free from emotional pain.

My emotional pain is just about right...

My emotional pain is fear and I am nuking it to hell over here

I am almost 30 but nothing has gone the way I've wanted it to go and all my efforts to change things have only lead to failure despite being told things would get better. I keep seeing family members, co-workers, and others making progress in their lives while I am at the crossroads but my legs are stuck in the ground.

I wish I could be free of consciousness.

Some people need more help and support than others
I read of a lady in an article who Was born with Cerebral palsy and stuck in a wheelchair

She has ended up becoming a nurse and trained for boxing ?!
She also won a beauty contest

I’m sure she couldn’t accomplish that without significant help and support.

Autism and depression are invisible but ut’s Just like the lady who has palsy.. we need help. Like a lot. And it means we can’t compare other people’s progress to our own because that is not realistic. We can get somewhere we just need a different timeline and support

Well I certainly understand, (Are you gov profiling me? lol joke)

I mean, you have to be careful with the whole, my life isn't going my way problem, primarily because it comes across rather spoiled. However, I get what your saying and honestly everyone gets disappointed when things don't go our way, its just human nature but the glass is always half full and half empty. I have gone from failure to failure and my life has ended in many respects. Success doesn't exist over disappointment, success exist in disappointment. Everyone is going to be disappointed at some point but the ability to move pass that gives us a future and its experiences in life that gives us character as we age.

Don't say, life is never going my way, it almost surely does for you to be alive right now.

Well I had a good night. There was a big wine sampling event for my dog rescue and I ended up with a bottle of whiskey. Then went out to eat with a couple of the people and we ended up rescuing puppy in the ghetto

^ that does sound like a good night.
Nice that you're getting out and having fun.