Dragnet wrote:
Marknis wrote:
Dragnet wrote:
Marknis wrote:
It wouldn't help. The smoking culture in my area is polluted by rednecks and ghetto thugs.
Sucks to hear, you could try ordering online if you have any kind of budget. I got a $30 vape pen and its better then a $60 one I previously brought.
It still wouldn't help. It wouldn't change the fact I still don't have a girlfriend and I still have no talent for the things I wish I was skilled at.

Well I am sorry things went that way, my life isn't a bowl of cherries either clearly and I wasn't as good with computers I had hoped,
Just cut down on negative thinking for now and just kinda ride it out, I know depression sucks, particularly when its based on autism and low ability to communicate your needs.
What skill do you wish you had? Could practice help?
I used to hope I would play guitar in a rock band but I struggled to get good at the guitar no matter how much I read up on practice tips, could never do pinch harmonics even if I was shown how to do them, couldn't play guitar solos (They are way too hard), and some songs I wanted to learn I just couldn't get under my fingers no matter how much I tried. It's discouraging when you can't do certain musical techniques no matter how hard you try and the fact most well known guitar based songs have those techniques doesn't help.
I also wanted to draw and maybe even do digital art but my drawing ability never got better and I kept getting creative blocks. I hate it so much because I feel like I was born with an artistic mind but it wasn't encouraged.