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15 May 2018, 1:08 pm
15 May 2018, 1:13 pm
15 May 2018, 1:44 pm
I knew it was for a book 
I just found another answer.
Thanks for clarifying
15 May 2018, 1:47 pm
15 May 2018, 3:33 pm
15 May 2018, 3:38 pm
15 May 2018, 3:38 pm
SaveFerris wrote:
But pray tell dude , how are you able to edit your posts without it saying your post has been edited - do you have special privilege here 
If you modify your post before the next post, it doesn't show up.
Also don't mind me, I am just nuking it to hell over here
I am confused in the command center (oh no) so I am just pressing random buttons until it works out
15 May 2018, 3:39 pm
15 May 2018, 4:36 pm
^ You are so polite dude 
A post had already been made - I even quoted that post. EzraS has special powers dude , he MKUltra'd his post 
@Blooie you can't have a very good therapist if she gave you ruminations and anxiety
On a serious note though that video looks useful , I'll check it out when I'm allowed to have sound ( my GF is watching TV and she always wants to talk when I put my headphones on )
15 May 2018, 4:53 pm
SaveFerris wrote:
^ You are so polite dude
Yes I know,
I am kindly asking everyone if we can nuke it to hell?
Is it nuked to hell yet?
I mean I am 400 degrees over here, I know they copy, like how long must I wait?
Nuke it to hell people, fbi, cia, I don't care anymore,
Its potentially explosive atmosphere, the cards are stacked against me
I know I am screwed, lets get this show on the road.
Moral evil, that is the target, nuke her to hell.
I am ok with prison for minor crimes, like how more serious can I get?
Nuke it to hell already for crying out loud.
I am dead s(erious)illy
15 May 2018, 5:04 pm
15 May 2018, 5:16 pm
SaveFerris wrote:
I even quoted that post. EzraS has special powers dude , he MKUltra'd his post
Oh dear, maybe a mod modified it, lets hope he doesn't have MKUltra abilities.
I don't either though, I just want people to kindly end their lives that think MKUltra is cool but I don't mean that threatening but an agency must respect their own rules. Otherwise its just chaos, I don't condone FBI protecting criminals but I think much less of CIA spying on people and treating them as experiments. As far as spying, if your raping and killing people then yeah you probably need to have your place bugged but not for minor crimes. Its a violation of privacy and in America we have this thing called an expected level of privacy, such as in restrooms and so on.
15 May 2018, 5:24 pm
Dragnet wrote:
Marknis wrote:
Dragnet wrote:
Marknis wrote:
I wanted to be a creator of art, writing, and music but I failed whenever I tried and no one supported me. I am now too old to ever become a creator. 
Well drawing I think could work, mine range from bad to decent but its the enjoyment I get doing it more then being successful, maybe you try to do the same. Not try and impress others but do it because you enjoy doing it. Also if you got a decent voice which I don't you could do let plays as a content creator for video games. As long as you always pick the difficult that is in middle, you'll attract quite a few gamers. I always play on normal or one step higher then normal on games and its challenging enough without being way to hard. I play on the most difficult setting sometimes but not often enough to be a top gaming freak. I won a few levels of Halo one on Legendary and played most of Skyrim on Expert. Gaming is something I think everyone can master to that level and who knows you might become a Legendary differcult style player and you could even become video game top competitor but that would require more talent then just lets plays and gaming single player. Also if you find a game you really like, you can speed run it, that is to say winning the game as quickly as possible. I was about 40 mins wining Silent Hill one.
Not in the cards for me. I have a soft voice and easily stutter and stammer so I don't exude confidence or charisma. I also don't have the mental endurance to play games for very long and my job also gets in the way.
Well I find I can function work wise and play 1-2 games at a time and in fact I prefer to do that vs gaming all day and why I didn't tend to do that. Skyrim was really my only exception, gaming 4-5 hour sessions at a time. But you have a pretty negative view on life but I hear you say you have a job, I dare say that is something many don't have. However I don't mean that as my point as much as, you say this and you say your in the "Vile Belt ". Have you consider saving money to live in a more hospitable location?
I want to but my mother destroyed my chances of doing so.
15 May 2018, 5:30 pm
15 May 2018, 5:37 pm
15 May 2018, 5:39 pm
blooiejagwa wrote:
We figured anxiety/rumination May be down to more than fear /panic
It might be anger that u as an autistic don’t realize you even feel
(or u don’t allow yourself to feel it because you think there is no logical benefit and it will just hamper you - to open that pandora’s Box)
Plus delayed emotional processing in autism makes it hard to figure out . You regress or ruminate to deal with the emotion yet don’t realize u feel it
It might be anger that u as an autistic don’t realize you even feel
(or u don’t allow yourself to feel it because you think there is no logical benefit and it will just hamper you - to open that pandora’s Box)
Plus delayed emotional processing in autism makes it hard to figure out . You regress or ruminate to deal with the emotion yet don’t realize u feel it
I have recently figured out this not feeling feelings thing also
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