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well thats one way to get it done . they make mop slippers now days I have read .....

Constantly afraid of getting made redundant (or involuntary reclassification to Cashier). s**t!! !! !! !

Today Daniel (Milwaukee) told someone that Daniel got a BA in political science and another one in finance. What the flying f**k? That stupid lil boy acts like a wild animal, threatening physical violence, screaming. He seems so socially adept, but he has his own lil "in" group. My worthless corpse could NOT imagine that annoying lil ass hole taking the SAT, writing essays or doing math equations past k-12. (Things are not always the way they appear)

The text message said that my SIM card won't work starting tomorrow and I am afraid I won't have a working phone for a while. Usually I don't "need" a phone, but not that many pay phones these days and unusual situations do happen. Mostly though, I just want to be able to access the f*****g internet. (Anxiety disorder)

Ears itching out of control

Expand comfort zone

Coopers ligament

Dense breast tissue

Breasts sagging

Nothing to look forward to doing.

Just my lamefuck attempt at "graceful degradation" s**t

Three more days before Welfare Wednesday. Soon I'll get those mouse pads with the glue and I'll be able to sleep though the night again.

I'm moving in back into my room soon.

Sigh.
Finally.



The only thing that still bothers me in this house is the damn dog.
If it weren't for it, I'd be 100% comfortable in this house. If it weren't for it, I'd be willing to maintain cleanliness and all the household chores in this house beyond just my room.

Still, it irks me because -- I assume this is what my mom wants. I don't want to do it if that's what my mom wants.
If doing these things makes her happy, it pisses me off.


Why???
I registered it as some form of enabling.
Enabling what? That she's some damnable "sosyal" whatever the hell it is.

Why??
Something deep within me says darkly that she deserves none of it.

Why??
Probably because it's this weird assumption of some other life of hers, one where we aint her priority, from whatever idea my head conjured.

Why??
Something deep down that whatever made her happy and comfortable meant some form of abuse.

Why??
I don't fricking know.
Another stupid misperception.

Or another whatever subconscious cover-up from whatever younger self's subconsicous screw up.
And "defying" her past the usual psychological reactance.

Like something is really off.
Something about the dynamic.

Likely because somewhere down the line, she probably had those stupid expectations from whatever parentified era she's been onto whatever younger me, yet I can never able to and strongly refuses still despite the passage of years of time.


It is stupid.

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It would be nice if I hadn't just slept for four hours

Sleeeeep......

I don't know what it is about "Cheese Whizz" that I find a bit off-putting

Probably the 'Whizz'.

20% cheese, 80% whizz.

EWWWWWWwww.... no more whizz please.

Do men still go bald

It’s a pity that there exists a plethora of wonderful words and so few opportunities to use many of them. I don’t think I’ve ever used the word “phantasmagorical” in a sentence…until now.

Weather change... seems to equal backpain....it is what it is ,but, I surely do not have to like it ..