17 May 2018, 11:12 pm
If you're referring to talk shows or stories or whatever... I can't pay attention long enough to understand what's being said. My mom is used to hearing "I don't know what you just said" and she will repeat herself like it's a normal thing
other people get irritated needing to repeat so much. I probably only hear half of what's said and then I may not even process all of it. It happen so with tv too though which is probably why I have no problem with foreign movies and reading subtitles so easily. More engaging? Who here is visual?
I came here to say my brain is in overdrive and I can't. Stop. Thinking. About. Everything. Trying to do a word search which normally takes five minutes and umm well I got to the last two words and ten minutes later here I am! Hello
I'm trying to not ramble, but it is sooooooooooo difficult right now
Heckin add
I'm talking about Hogan's Heroes over The Kinks.
Hogan's Heros is not comparable to The Kinks. But then... what about German music? I have an old record of German beer drinking songs that's pretty funny. I like a nice mix of music and tv, but I basically need constant noise or my brain goes (more) wild
17 May 2018, 11:34 pm
17 May 2018, 11:37 pm
17 May 2018, 11:49 pm
Yeah and he was extremely formal in his emails . I will never understand why he manipulated me about
‘ask your XH if he is even still using his lawyer- they haven’t responded for months. I bet you he isn’t. Go ahead, ask him’
‘Can you ask them In a letter ? ‘
‘Oh and what if they don’t respond again?’
‘Um can you call his lawyer and ask?’
‘Why would I do that?’
‘Because then he won’t hang up on you.’
‘Right but people can say anything on the phone. That’s why I use letters.’
(Etc essentially he started ranting about how I need to go to court and ‘you’ve accomplished nothing’ and how my parents set me up for failure etc)
All this in a phone call so I have no record
Then I asked XH and he used that point (having his lawyer or not, signing a form so my lawyer cd contact him) to manipulate me for 2 weeks during which I kept contacting my lawyer about it and CC-ing him in all the emails.
Then it culminated in a really bad way.
At any point the lawyer could have intervened but didn’t
Because later other lawyers told me he should have initiated and followed a certain protocol n contacted XH’s lawyer etc.
Like there’s a whole process fr lawyers to follow in such situations and it doesn’t involve the client directly contacting.
So I don’t know. I guess everyone better stay away from lawyers. Don’t trust anyone. Except ‘strangers on the net’ of course
17 May 2018, 11:54 pm
I think I probably would have died of the fear by now if I hadn't.
That’s a good example of how it helps for plain...day to day survival.
Enjoy the radio over TV. Or audiobooks and podcasts. TV is too...addictive. I don’t even own one. It’s like what I used to say about iPhones .. Nokia flip phones only for me—I know I will be glued to the iPhone if I get it.. well I have one now And I’m proving myself right
Oh the ex lawyer did that without telling me or saying anything. That’s why I was so confused. I had come into the building to pay his retainer fee (to the secretary) and suddenly I felt a poke and looked and he was there walking away smiling.
I'd rather be 'addicted' to tv or a phone and be distracted instead of being dragged down by anxiety.
I don't think the lawyer meant it to be taken negative and was probably being overly friendly. I'm pretty sure its happened to me before
either way he just seems like a bad lawyer.
17 May 2018, 11:57 pm
18 May 2018, 12:13 am
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18 May 2018, 12:51 am
18 May 2018, 1:32 am
I'm talking about Hogan's Heroes over The Kinks.
So Klink over Kinks
18 May 2018, 2:08 am
18 May 2018, 2:22 am
18 May 2018, 10:13 am
The fantasy world for my new series now has a map! 
18 May 2018, 10:39 am
18 May 2018, 11:41 am
Which is why I need constant supervision.
Yeah I would love to have constant supervision and security as we nuke it clean to hell
I mean yeah, lets conspiracy it straight to almighty God.
And lets do it live on CNN
I would have thought you had enough people watching you.
Your said yourself a long time ago nothing has changed so gov spies on people anyway so if my home is public as the street then why should I care? I mean if its constant spying then lets just go in guns blazing and nuke MKUltra.
18 May 2018, 11:45 am
18 May 2018, 1:08 pm
