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I'd love an alpine backdrop me

They've got no boundaries peacocks

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Hope it comes soon Edna

Pot of tea time soon

I put extra love in this pot of tea

The out of place feel good I mentioned?
When I'm pissed and disappointed, and is at the place where I'm reminded why I'm annoyed and irritated -- all the sudden my body felt lighthearted to a point of having an urge to smile?


Definitely a sign of fricking hormonal fluctuation.

I resist smiling. It's fricking out of place for me to. And it has no reason and makes no sense. Not even sudden recollection of funny jokes gives me this kind of lightheartedness.

Thus making me more annoyed more about this so called reaction.

And it multiplied too, because the sensation reminds me of those younger days when whatever teasing flattery or reward that gives me this same urge to smile uncontrollably, and into getting manipulated.

Like whenever my sister teases me when I got something I like.

Definitely want it gone forever.
That stupid feeling. I don't care if it's "good". It's a hindrance, it's not voluntary, it doesn't align.
It might not even belong to me, but it belonged to a stupid dynamic that I want dead.

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My cooker just caught fire! Flames coming up behind it. It was very exciting.

But now I need a new cooker

Oh man
What about the chickens

Mercifully the chickens had just come out.

I was leaving them to rest while I put in some chunky oven chips and that, apparently, was just too much for the old roaster.

So I got chicken for dinner but no chips.

I got that cooker for free off Marketplace a couple of years ago. Didn't expect it to last this long, really. But I also didn't expect it to die so violently.

Yeah you've done alright out of it then

Enjoy your chicken

Shame about the chips though

Once I had tried to follow a recipe, having an air fryer as a substitute for an oven.

Immediately after ingredients prep:
"Pre-heat with parchment paper on 180 C"

Ended up with burning parchment paper in air fryer.


Speaking of setting things on fire...
... I literally destroyed the very cold/hot pack I had. By leaving it on a boiling water with a stove on.

Instead of watching and waiting for like 4-5 minutes, I ended up distracted.

And forgetting it for past hour until the neighbors had noticed a smoke, climbed up to a roof to knock at my room window.

Made my mom running back home from work.
This was last week.


It's a sign when I have to have another one of those crashing restart because I'm losing reliability.

I had never made that kind mistake in my life before, ever, until that day.

It just makes me confirm that whatever this is, it's degenerative.

And I expressed a lot of urgency to solve this f*** up before I did something similar or worse.

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I don't fancy an air fryer much tbh. I think I'll just stick with my fan oven, microwave and electric hob and kettle and toaster for the time being.

Didn't brought an air fryer.
It was a gift from my sibling when she had a little break from her work from abroad. Had make do out of it. Liking it so far.


And can't afford an oven.
Unless it's one of those toaster oven with no temperature settings, which is usually half the usual price compared from the kinds with multiple knobs, that's the only kind my household can afford...

... I kinda miss it though. It was my first 'oven'. First time I had toast for myself, first time baking 2 ingredient brownies out of it...

Earlier years of snacks experiments until rats ruined it.

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My WP anniversary was two days ago and I didn't notice

This site has made a big difference in my life. I'm glad I found it.