21 Jun 2018, 10:31 am
but hey I can at least officially add ptsd to my list 
ptsd, Well, that is quite surprising to discover,but often not all known phenomena always are easily identified for, I remember at one time I had been identified as having dementia, yet that was eventually deemed negative and not accurate.Just goes to show that the more you learn the better your awareness and understanding of things. In conclusion, I hope your now better able to manage with any/all difficulties CloudClimber
It’s not the way it’s supposed to be dealt with but it’s happening that way anyhow. Kinda feels like I’ve moved to the dark side
Okay, would you want to be referred to as Darth CloudClimber Dark Lord of the Sith? Still, I'm hoping that your still able to find some sense of peace even with how all this chaos occurs?
I like dark lord
I’m pretty sure peace is very distant.I'm trying to be helpful in my post as, I,myself have my own difficulties
It’s a bit complicated to explain, but it’s kinda the opposite of what therapists advise. I’ve not come across any similar articles either. I have to try to get some sleep now. If you have any interest in my experience/theory I can figure it out this weekend because I’m not even sure yet
21 Jun 2018, 10:37 am
Other person: "No you aren't, you're a prince."
A talking toad: "I'm looking in the mirror and I still see a toad."
Other person: "No, you are a prince. You turned into a prince."
A talking toad: "Why are you lying?"
Other person: "Stop focusing on the negatives and no I'm not lying."
A talking toad: "Again I'm looking in the mirror and I'm seeing green skin, legs and I rippet."
Other person: "Again you are a prince. You are ranting."
A talking toad: "I've been kissed by women so many times and I still am a to-"
Other person: "See you are beating yourself up you know that. You are really being mean to yourself. You are more than just a toad."
A talking toad: "Okay... I see what you mean, but why'd you give me only flies for me to eat and not real food and have not commented on me grabbing the food with my tongue?"
Other person: "No... You ate fine like a normal person and everyone eats flies. Nothing abnormal about it."
A talking toad: "So really the issue is that you just want me to focus on the positives of myself and if I tell what I really am despite what it is it'll be negative and I'll start doing nothing for myself."
Other person: "That's about it. You should start calling yourself a prince from now on and stop worrying about what you don't have. Ya'know we age and we get old and we unhealthy, so we focus our entire lives on what's in the mirror or our own features, because that'll distract us from what's really important in life. If you call yourself a prince and believe it to be true you'll feel a lot better about yourself and you won't waste my time any longer or anyone else's time."
A talking toad: "Okay I'm a beautiful prince."
Other person: "Thank you."
“Other person” is delusional and if I was the toad I would’ve walked away a long time ago
21 Jun 2018, 4:18 pm
21 Jun 2018, 4:27 pm
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21 Jun 2018, 5:38 pm
21 Jun 2018, 7:14 pm
Wow! That was a scary & weird moment I had earlier.
I went for a snooze and thought I'd turned the TV off ( but it was just on pause ).
I awoke hearing voices , they were quiet and indistinguishable at first but got louder and I recognized Donald Trump's voice , my mind went into catastrophize mode and I thought I'd finally got schizophrenia and one of the voices was Trump 
In reality the TV pause function on my TV only works for about an hour then starts again ( it was on the news channel ) and I was in some sort of hypnopompic state when the TV un-paused.
I am relieved that I am not schizophrenic with one of the voices in my mind being The POTUS 
21 Jun 2018, 7:30 pm
There was nothing wrong with your post imo
No there wasn’t. It was kinda interesting and I quoted it so it’s still there
21 Jun 2018, 7:32 pm
Ferris I had a really strange dream yesterday and thought I had really lost it too when I woke up. Maybe I have who knows
21 Jun 2018, 7:39 pm
^ If you are debating with yourself whether you have lost it then chances are you haven't
21 Jun 2018, 7:42 pm
Ya I know but I wasn’t actually debating it
21 Jun 2018, 7:57 pm
21 Jun 2018, 9:44 pm
21 Jun 2018, 9:45 pm
Do you think that's why some people on the spectrum have 'poor' eye contact because they didn't read the small print on their eye contract
Excellent, sir
21 Jun 2018, 10:04 pm
Ugh 
I forgot that the med I take gets stronger if your stomach is basic and weaker if it’s acidic when it’s being absorbed... well I feel like I have knives in my jaw now because I took antacid shortly after the med 
22 Jun 2018, 10:19 am
Hello??
I’ve been abandoned
22 Jun 2018, 10:39 am
