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You can get a Bluetooth adaptor..just to say

I very rarely know what the characters are called in movies
Even on shows I've watched for years I struggle with this

My daughter on the other hand is the complete opposite. She knows the characters, what they're called in real life and everything

It's because I'm a bloody space cadet

Yeah mines usb

Just a minute.......I only ever watch videos on the TV and I always play those in from a laptop, which has USB sockets. Looks like I've got what I want already

Yeah you're good to go mate

I've been thinking about expensive food lately. Every time I've eaten something really expensive, it's been a major disappointment--not bad, but absolutely not worth what it costs. (my parents always pay for the stuff but I'm still aware of what it costs) It makes me think that these things aren't actually better at all, people just think they must be better because they're so expensive, and they don't fool me because I don't believe any of that bulls**t. I hate how gullible most people are. I suppose I could charge $100 for a whole raw onion on a plate and become a millionaire.

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I think that's called premium pricing - people expect something more expensive that's presented in a lavish way will be better, and the expectations give a kind of placebo effect so that they still think it's great even when the objective experience of the thing should be telling them it isn't. I suspect pride comes into it as well. If somebody has shelled out a lot of money for a thing, they don't want to find out they've been swindled, and people tend to see what they want to see. Human psychology is weird sometimes, and man is not a very rational animal even if he thinks he is.

I knew somebody who bought some LSD and claimed it was good but subtle. I gather if you take LSD then it's anything but a subtle experience. I burst his bubble by suggesting it hadn't been LSD at all. He took the suggestion quite well, and soon agreed. And he wasn't averse to sticking to his ideas or contradicting people if he thought he was right.

I'm welded to practicality and can't afford to pay top dollar for anything, and nobody else buys me posh stuff, so I hardly ever experience costly stuff. I like to think I see what's there rather than what I'd like to be there, but it's hard to test.

I've got a lovely gammon joint for the bank holiday

The impulshitivity days are starting.
I'll be returning to go back to pills before this destroys my work and my following days.

It's rare for me to witness the subtle transition of hormones while I'm awake. Because it usually just happens while I'm asleep.

Last time I witnessed that downtrodden feeling into something more settled.
Now I saw the more settled state into something more unwantedly charged.


To witness and saw the sheer contrasts consciously; makes me hate it even more.



Oh? Impulsivity is bad? No, no...

There's me being impulsive on the virtue because I feel like it at the moment. And take all of it's consequences regardless.
Otherwise, my sense of judgment is still just as sound, just that there's a willful spontaneity.

And then there's impulshit because that's my fricking body giving me wrong messages, giving me cues to do things at the wrong time, at the wrong place; where I cannot trust myself anymore.
There's no sound judgment here, only stupid distortions.


I'm hunting down the latter.
Because I want the latter dead.

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Sometimes I feel like the middle child of society. Too naive to hang with the adults, too mature to be hip with the kids. And sometimes I think autism makes it so much worse because I can barely relate to people my own age.