CloudClimber wrote:
Kiprobalhato wrote:
you know the issues...identity lost.
can't tell whether or not i want things to change because they do feel good at times.
Think about addiction to drugs. It feels good then, but then you feel worse than before. You keep destroying yourself slowly until there's nothing left. Do you want things to change? Yes. You need to find a safe vice and I'm guessing it will be something showcasing your artistic abilities.
i do think that if anything is going to change, my art will play a part in it
it IS my biggest creative outlet and the only thing i can really focus on which keeps me grounded so i don't go truly insane.
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