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Raleigh
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04 Jul 2018, 2:12 am

I keep my soul stashed between an angel and an ashtray

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04 Jul 2018, 2:41 am

This describes me well

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04 Jul 2018, 2:48 am

Judgement day - assessment from hell.

This is going to be a trying morning. :skull:

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04 Jul 2018, 2:53 am

^ assessment?

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04 Jul 2018, 2:54 am

While sleeping I just had a dream that my angry sad self slammed the door on me when I tried to be helpful. Told me to go away and get out loudly and my mind started to be silent...

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04 Jul 2018, 2:56 am

that seems symbolic, closing a door on that part of you.

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04 Jul 2018, 3:00 am

I forgot to look before crossing the road this morning and my partner was yelling out something to me but I'm kinda deaf and by the time I worked out what was being said all I could do was say "cyclist" to the cyclist who almost hit me.

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04 Jul 2018, 3:03 am

Raleigh wrote:

that seems symbolic, closing a door on that part of you.

Well I gotta move on. I can't help that part of me anyway and besides it's for the best.

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04 Jul 2018, 3:18 am

is anyone else here familiar with the pain of seeing someone you love so profoundly struggle with suicidal thoughts and behaviors and saying how they're unloved, and nobody cares?

i want to convince.

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04 Jul 2018, 3:18 am

I want to delete what I wrote in fear of it sounding schitzoid.

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04 Jul 2018, 3:26 am

Kiprobalhato wrote:

Sorry, I'm usually the suicidal one.

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04 Jul 2018, 3:27 am

ZZZTired wrote:

I want to delete what I wrote in fear of it sounding schitzoid.

It sounds fine.

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04 Jul 2018, 3:29 am

cathylynn wrote:

Marknis wrote:

EzraS wrote:

Marknis wrote:

I wish people like Fnord and goldfish would disappear. Both of them rub their victories in my face and want me to credit them.

I have my doubts about people who do that. They seem to be really seeking approval from textual strangers, which would tend to contradict how wonderful their lives are and how good they feel about themselves.

It's also strange how they can say what they wish about others without hesitation but are ready to kill those who stand up for themselves.

haters are usually haters because of their own insecurities or occasionally out of opportunism. neither is attractive. i write them off.

goldfish worships Mr. Smother.

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04 Jul 2018, 3:38 am

Raleigh wrote:

Kiprobalhato wrote:

Sorry, I'm usually the suicidal one.

i'm clearly not immune to it either, but when you spend a lot of time telling and SHOWING someone you love them and you care for them, and then they say stuff like that right in your presence...it just cuts deeply
at least, it does for me

like what i say and do doesn't matter

i guess they don't legitimately believe that and it's just the feelings talking, but i just wish i could be 100% sure if, in the back of their mind, they know someone loves and appreciates them

and that someone will always, always be there for them

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04 Jul 2018, 3:39 am

Kiprobalhato wrote:

Maybe you could gently challenge their thoughts with logic of the "I would not be here for you if I didn't care" variety.
Maybe they need to hear it repeatedly in order for it to get in over the walls.

My partner used to bring me things like a small pebble or a shell and leave it to "watch over me"
Weird, but it spoke of love to me.
But I'm also autistic.

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04 Jul 2018, 3:42 am

Those pebbles and shells are some of my most treasured possessions that aren't people.

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