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I'm back! Could someone cheer me up? I'm getting a bit...anxious here at school. I'm trying hard to think of butterflies and kittens.

I might not be your first choice as far as members here but I think your enjoy this post at least. I really dig the Butterfree and its from my generation of Pokemon before all this new stuff which I would insult but would probably get killed on an autism site so I'll just say I prefer the original Pokemon and can tolerate second gen but anything beyond that doesn't interest me.

^Awwwww! Too cute!

Does anyone want to hear about the new book I'm going to write? It's a lot of fun so far.

I was going to write a book like you then I took an arrow... I mean realized I am a low life loser who is going no where fast expect maybe jail so now I just played Skyrim.

But yes I would like to know what you are writing my negatively aside.

I'd love to hear about your book, Kura.

Here's a rose I grew for you:

In there a special type of plant you can plant for me?

^ That would be rather conspicuous in my garden because it's at the front of the house.

When I was a teenager, the guy who lived with us would grow certain herbs in the back garden which he would then dry out in the oven.
And this was when I lived in town!!
He never got caught, which is just as well because we would probably have all been implicated

I would grow but I am too pretty to go to Prison. I will grow as soon as its legal in my state though and screw federal law, if my state says its okay, I am doing it. Plus I have PTSD so I'll probably have a medical card by then and I would love for the DEA to pursue a case against a disabled medical user in a legal state, I would love to be that rich. Once I get that status, I'll be untouchable and that is my life goal basically. The reason I am commit misdemeanors over felonies and don't want to go to Prison is jail doesn't really fit the stereotype of everyone raping everyone. Most people in jail have mental problems, drunk or are drug addicts and they mostly leave you alone if you leave them alone. Prison is very much different, I am not saying you can't get hurt in Jail but its unlikely if you there for a few days and you keep to yourself. In my experience that is.

^ Are you officially diagnosed with PTSD?

Yes, I have been diagnosed with everything actually so I wouldn't place anymore or less value on my PTSD based on that.

Here are my official diagnoses, some are lol actually

Autism PDD-NOS
PTSD
Aspergers
Autism Spectrum Disorder
Depression
Bipolar
Generalized Anxiety Disorder
Alcohol Dependence
Drug Dependence
Schizophrenia

I think they have me just as Bipolar and having PSTD now, I don't even think my clinic I am going to right now even recognizes me autistic. I have been hospitalized over 100 times and I am some what of a mystery to them. I used to care but I don't believe half of them, Autism PDD-NOS, Generalized Anxiety Disorder is what I had at first and then PTSD after what I told you about in PM and I think those are the most valid.

^ I wasn't doubting the validity of your diagnosis.

I was thinking how brave and articulate you must be to talk about your experiences.
That is something I could never do.
So I'll be stuck with this for life.
I don't see any way out of it.

I did tell my therapist once that I thought I might have PTSD.
But then I couldn't talk about it so that was rather pointless.

Well I don't like how they got it out of me, when I was hospitalized as a teen they were legally obligated to ask some questions. I was uncooperative and was bashing my head against the wall and was attacking staff so they drugged me which is to be expected but they continued the interrogation. I told them things I wouldn't have said otherwise and not only did they drug an underage patient, they feed me lies to extract the truth.

I filed a complaint against the women that did that to me but I have learned you have to just take it when these people screw around with you because you'll always be the crazy one. There are some really abusive people in America's mental health system but you have to choose your battles wisely.

The mental health system is horrific.
I was spared last time I went because I knew the nurse pretty well.
She got me drugs and refused to admit me.
I like the idea of "released into family care".

f**k it.
I will forget about it.
That's what everyone wants anyway.

We need more funny in this thread,