At least I'm almost done the book I'm working on. Then to type it out, which could take nine days or eighteen, depending on how hard I work.
However, I think the character of Cipher is way too dark for what's supposed to be a funny book. *sigh* I don't know how to fix it.
The character in question is a nihilist who ruined hundreds of peoples' lives in the history of the world my new series takes place in, and neither I nor the characters know how to respond to it, or even how to fix it. He forced them to believe what he believed, and punished them if they did not, and because he was the type of being who did not require substance, most of the people starved to death.
That makes Cipher the only character in any of my books to deliberately harm another. Hrgh. Somehow the implications of all of his backstory didn't occur to me until now.
I have no idea how this got so bleak, but it did.
It's so frustrating--every time I try to make a fun, comedic story, it starts sliding into darker territory.
I've had this problem for years, and I don't know what to do about it.
There must be some way to fix this. *super determined*
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"A memory is something that has to be consciously recalled, right? But it's different from a memory locked deep within your heart. Words aren't the only way to tell someone how you feel...As long as I'm with you, as long as you're by my side, I won't give up even if I'm scared." Tifa Lockheart, Final Fantasy VII