My mother does know I have an account on this forum but that's all she knows about this place, apart from that this is a place full of creeps like myself
That's what she stated once
She basically admits I can have some developmental disorder, yes, this is what she fully agrees on with me but if she were to hear that it is an autism spectrum disorder, it would flare her up more than anything else - she is one of those people who aren't ever able to accept that their child may have a mental health condition. Hence the issue of my putative AS is being swept under the carpet at our home, this shameful secret is a skeleton in our closet rattling its bones.
At the very beginning, even before I registered to post here, I described to her a couple of topics raised in here and she said only creeps could talk about such things so I stopped doing this. Anyway, she would think that I'd give so many details about myself that I would be recognized instantly (as if normal people, let alone, not speaking English as their first language would want to be lurkers on ASD boards). Well, this fear of her which concerns my sharing many personal details with people from the net is fully justified - some time ago I posted on another board some details concerning my relatives and later I had to ask the mod in there to remove it when I came to my senses - I could even be sued if what I wrote was discovered by those relatives of mine (even if it was 100% true, it concerned the domestic abuse the object of which my first cousin was).