What's on your mind right now?

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It's tragic that money doesn't grow on trees.

Actually, it does, but it requires some work and the trees have owners.

I thought I was coming down with something, but I'm not. That's a relief.

Not sure what to say. What is there to say? My heart and my mind wish to express things because its only fair to do so. Because you are still there, still here. To you I'm most likely already a vestige of a brief time between times. The conclusion that the world is conspiring in my favour, as it conspires in yours too, is a rational one. Met someone this week for the first time, it did sound as if we had met before, we probably have in some other distant space, perhaps even in two. Was it coincidental? Could have been. If it was, well even if it wasn't, there are still a couple of permutations. Permutation incidentally a is a melancholy one, suiting for the environment don't you think? It says communication is key, its not naive or judgmental to think that, its a mutual scenario. One of non-judgement. Missing someone is missing oneself, its regretting all the possibilities of love in ones life simultaneously. Permutation incidentally b negates melancholy and is perhaps more suiting for the environment but not one worth dwelling over. Permutation incidentally c is a combo. But even at the most paranoid it actualizes that my folks love and care for me, its ethically debatable but hopefully affective. It does beg the answer it wishes not to know, because all truths should be desired regardless, because truth has a way of working itself out, doesn't it? Permutation incidentally d is well, that one is difficult. That one is different. Aren't we all? That one thinks of morning dew and fingertips and butterfly kisses. Is it only wishful thinking? Permutation incidentally a says non-judgmental. Permutation incidentally b says, possibly immoral. Permutation c says, affective. Its not possible to go back once one has gone forwards. But twirling is the new reality. A reality that is different. Rightly. That's permutation d again. Birthing dualism to the reality that there's a future. It wishes you well. That you find what you are looking for. It would like simultaneously balance, harmony, but there is consensus regarding that, and that's what this has taught, that instinct, friends, family, logic, see balance and harmony. That you deserve the best of love regardless of permutations.

How to get out of my seemingly inescapable situation.

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A lot.

mesmerize me, molasses sea. bitter and thick on stripped wood. raw and free, we are all contained. in the round and on the flat. tip your hat and imagine that

And the Earth is flat.

I live in a converted church. While I'm not religious, I like walking the wooden floors in bare feet and imagining the past.

go out? stay in? go out? stay in? fireworks anyone... anyone? need to go back to school.

I have all these secrets about my family that, if I tell to my friends, they will never respect me the same way again.

On my mind: What did I eat that made me feel sick? Can I find a researcher who will do a good job? Should I sleep or just stay up?

First of all, the Moore, OK tornado is on my mind right now---and the worry about the children trapped in the elementary school debris. I am also thinking about the field trip my youngest son's class is going on tomorrow with my wife and I chaperoning. And I am thinking about the book I am trying to begin writing ASAP about my most unique and unusual house.

saw a poppy in bloom, two in fact. oh and its thundering.

wait this isn't the what made you happy today thread... thinking about what needs to be done... what can thrust this stagnant situation towards a productive and loving future.