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Someone at the clubhouse said that The Monkees were not a real band. I told him that his opinion is not my reality.

Why is it that males around the world get to wear the cool costumes while females have to wear frilly dresses?

poppycock noun
pop·​py·​cock ˈpä-pē-ˌkäk
: empty talk or writing : nonsense

Etymology
Dutch dialect pappekak, literally, soft dung, from Dutch pap pap + kak dung


And it is one word, not two.
I like the literal Dutch meaning, if I read that correctly - soft dung.

I'm just afraid of losing what little support I have now ... which isn't much.

Currently being in a deceptive state of thinking 'this is it!!'

It's not.

Yes, my own brain doesn't beat me up.
I had to be the one to do it myself.

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I'm toying with the idea of getting myself a secret early Easter egg and eating it in bed

I remember when the cordless phone was revolutionary

cordless kettles even better

The power of story telling is actually mind-blowing

This old man came rolling home

I've priced everything that I plan to sell tomorrow.

If it rains on Tuesday, if the roads are even a little wet, I don't eat for a month. That's how pathetic my life is.

I think the reasonable response to "what do plantains taste like?" is "would you like to try a piece?"

If my early home has a vibe, let's just say whatever my own mother tried, just epically failed.

She expects a jolly, loud and musical crap that those with sensory seeking and extroverted people tend to vibe with like with parties.


Instead I register that as more chaos.

I was expecting something, really; a tradition of sorts.
Waiting that there's something I can just say "this is what my family do" -- and found nothing.


What, she thinks those jewels that she gotten off from her friends or some crap she brought is something I can pass onto anyone? Pff. No. I sense no importance whatsoever in it. There's no story behind anything my household has. Nothing.

Yes, yes, she traveled and all that as soon as she hits 'old enough to work'. It could've been more interesting.

But what did she brought home about that?
Nothing.

And the, say, 1k+ relatives on that one village isles away?
I dunno. It's more like she's avoiding that somehow. They felt more like a backup plan in worse case scenarios than something that could front as "my household's".


Oh, and my paternal side of stuff?
They're utterly mundane. Only stuff I saw was that they're lucky and tend to incline themselves in white collar aspects of stuff. That's it, really. I could claim they're a family of medical professionals; I meant nurses and caregivers, not doctors. The rest are either landlords or business owners.

Which is somewhat fine.
Better than nothing to be honest. Closest thing to 'normal', really, since this is something common within the country's households.

But they're not within my immediate family. We ain't so close.
My own dad dropped the whole thing before that ever came true for him.

And the only thing he passes to me were health issues.



So if I look at my parents and their relationship from an early age...
And sense their 'vibe' or whatever...

It's rather tense. Chaotic.
There is no order underneath all that.

I don't see coordination, synching, or anything of the sort.
Just this stupid uneven dynamic, where there's one breadwinner, pulling their straps for what's basically 2 households.
Unfortunately common within this country's household.

Only more lacking communication. Only more financial feuds. Only more insecurities. Only more chaos.
Hah.

If I have an unselfish wish, then I wish it all ends with me, then.

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