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Sick, sick, sick.

Not enough sleep and a receiving a letter regarding my ESA appeal. They really don't know what they are talking about. How can someone who only met me for 25 minutes make a better judgement on me than several other people combined who have spent a total of many hours with me? Every time I receive anything from them I get angry and upset.

I was trying to lift as corner of a screen protector off of my mom's kindle fire and ended up shattering the KF's glass (and felt a chip of it hit my eye)

Amazon gave me a half-price discount on a replacement which was good, though. And my eye is fine, thank god.

apparently the orthodox calendar is out of sync this year with the catholic one so i have to do this all over again and tomorrow is palm sunday and i have to get dressed up fancy and go to church. my dad is going to be angry with me tomorrow. i think i will move my fucha into the attic where it is safe just incase. good friday is still to come and easter monday is on the 16th which is the day im supposed to be able to move out and i have to help SAlt with stuff that day. all of those days will be bad.
im also really, really scared about centrelink. i freak out more and more every day. i should really tell comrade about it and i cant wait till my meeting with my youthworker so i know what it is i will be doing. i really cant take this anymore. im losing it bit by bit. i just cant do this anymore. i need out of here.

I was going to take my sister out to the library and the town but had to get picked up on the way there because my stomach took a weird turn and I felt nauseous for some seconds, then later I felt better and went the town with my mum in the car instead. After a while I felt really hungry so bought a scone with jam and cream from tesco and brought it back, ate it and loved it and now my stomach feels all heavy and weird.
f**k my digestive system.

If only I didn't have such a reflective personality.
That would be nice for a change.

Headaches. They're really spoiling my mood.

6 hour job orientation, on the up side at least its over with.

My parents' dogs won't shut up and I have a headache.

For the past week (two weeks? I'm terrible with time), I've been getting pain in the upper half of my stomach (sometimes concentrated right below my rib cage), bouts of nausea and bile that rises up into my throat at different times. It usually happens at night, but it has been happening all day today. and in addition to that I also feel weak and fatigued.

I have tried eliminating different foods from my diet, sleeping in an elevated position on my left side (as WebMD recommends for acid reflux), and managing stress, but nothing seems to be working.

If this doesn't start getting better within the next couple of days, I'm going to the doctor. I almost wish that I would have had the stomach flu instead of whatever I've got right now, because at least the stomach flu lasts only 2 or 3 days and then it's over, whereas I've lost track of how long this has been going on. This is making me miserable and I'm tired of it.

My inability to ignore certain members has gotten me into a flame war this afternoon.

Bleh what a day.

I can't seem to get sleepy enoguh to go to bed

I wish I wasn't so different...

Being misunderstood for the umpteenth time on this website.

Don't worry I understand you

Lets see the fact that I can't get to sleep or fall a sleep I am on the path to getting my days and nights mixed up again.