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I confess that often I don't answer posts but it is often that I can not think of anything to say, often I feel like I don't have any answers, these people seem to almost all have this thing where they say all there thoughts in a proper order and know how to make proper sentences. I always feel like an outsider as seem to hae difficulty putting my thoughts up properly and others seem to have so much experience. I can't drive, I often think crazy, they know lots about things and basicaly I have not met anyone like me. I admit I often feel that I have to pretend even on here to do some things.

Also I am almost physicaly unable to work, I freaked out when I did work experience and I think I did a terrible job, I had no idea how to fix a computer yet I decided to do it in a computer fixer job. I can know stuff but being relied on I always fail, most I can do is some random job at a sausage sizzle for the scouts why is it that I have to be so weird. everyone always talks about jobs and I feel like I just can't do it, I don't know if I could ever help people in a job, others are always helping me, and I feel so guilty.

The thing is on the outside I am quite normal but I don't know in certain things I just can't hold my own, I just feel anxious when someone relies on me. It is like I often need exact directions in things. thanks for that.

I am in uni now, I think I am getting better, but I feel realy scared in group activites. I am also having a problem with getting myself to do homework.

i confess i want some neoprene pants to go with my shirt. smoothskin neoprene pants!

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When in doubt, ask an autistic. Chances are, they're obsessed with what you need to know.

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i confess i would have loved to be directly in the path of the molasses in the Boston Molasses Disaster

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boston_molasses_disaster

hot sticky and thick

i confess i would love to have live through it

i confess i would like to one day go inside a tank of molasses and just lay in the sticky warm molasses

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When in doubt, ask an autistic. Chances are, they're obsessed with what you need to know.

Autism Speaks will NEVER speak for me

CLASSIC AUTISM

I confess I went to bed at 2:00 this morning and got up at 2:00 this afternoon.

I confess I went to bed at 12:39 AM last night.

I confess it is later then that here.

I confess I am still thinking of a new username.