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Having too much work, so I still needed to work even though I'm really sick

Meh let's see if I pass this class

Almost had a meltdown earlier.

My back hurts and I'm worried about my surgery.

i just looked at my assignment schedule for the rest of the term. why god? why?

Getting up late again

My workouts from yesterday and Saturday have made every single part of my body ache horridly especially my back, I can barely bend down and inch! I'm such a wimp and it seems today's regime will be postponed until tomorrow morning, looks like I'll just be sticking to a leisurely night walk with rabbit's dog this evening.

Today was a Bank Holiday. All I managed to do all day was lie on the settee staring at the weeds in my overgrown back garden.

I got a needle stuck in my face during surgery and now I get to walk around with a band aid on my cheek for one week.

I just broke a tooth.

I've just realized something about one of my friends. When it's just the two of us, she's more supportive of me and even laughs at my quirks. In public, even though she might be joking, she's always yelling at me to go away (we don't hang out at school) and calls me "weirdo" and similar names...

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My nephew Coke needs to eat! Obviously we're related.

The pain that originated in my ankle has started to move through my entire leg. Now my knee and my foot hurts.

Hasn't really put a damper on my mood, though.

My friend wants me to go shopping with her later.

NOOOOOOOOooooooooooooo! Not Shopping!

If they go rid of the sport labelled shopping, it could not happen too soon.

I'm sick...but I couldn't miss school because I had a big test during the last period of school...it will be the same tomorrow

I was doing relatively well since my appointment last week but now my mood has gone down, I feel achingly paranoid and resentful of everyone around me, except for my Mom and Dad who have listened to me, let me lecture, rant to them about the things I love. I'm also terrified of my doctor's appointment thursday, I'm scared he's going to laugh at me and say I'm full of s**t, that I'm pathetic, a joke and to bootstrap, bootstrap. I feel he's going to spit in my face and I know this is complete and utter paranoia. I'm already having violent thoughts about a doctor I haven't met yet, I keep constructing scenarios and think of fighting my doctor who will mock me.

This feeling started today so it made me unhappy TODAY and isn't just me using WP forum as a livejournal. Also had a random "mood flash" and punched myself in the face, thought of my ex-friend. I could hear his voice mocking me saying "IM A MANLY MAN, you're A JOKE. LOOK AT YOU, YOU GOTTA USE MEDS YOU LITTLE b***h BUT LOOK AT ME f*****g A HOT GIRL, USING YOUR IDEAS FOR MY BOOK. FEELS GOOD HUH?" It keeps repeating in my head and feels real yet I know its not. It only subsides when I talk to my parents and tell them but now I'm scared to sleep for some reason.