WP Addicts Anonymous

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I have to literally squeeze the sound out of my iPhone.
On the right bottom corner - you squeeze there.
Then it works.
For a little while.

I just spent $110 on alcohol.
So basically, I go to work so I can drink enough to forget about work.

Meh, provided it lasts a while I'd say don't worry about it. IMO it's worthwhile as long as you're excercising your tastes or expanding your palate. Case in point I have been enlightened recently about the exquisite concoction that is chinotto vermouth & soda. Zbomg yum.

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-Georges Lemaitre
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-Gem Tos

I understand. The s**t-load of pills seem to work at first, but the honeymoon ends soon, and there's no way to shut down my head. Just want to shut it all off.

Shutting off the mental chatter is difficult.
My mind talks me into a pit.

If your mind can take you down, at least that means there was an up, but that's hard to remember when thoughts become painful and you get all the crap that comes with anxiety.

WP addiction makes me forget my thoughts.
And I drink a lot.
Then I listen to Alan Watts lectures to send me to sleep.
His voice is so soporific, now I only have to think about listening to him and I fall asleep.

My cat just destroyed my bathroom.
She jumped up on a shelf and knocked down glass bottles and a mirror and some other stuff I had up there.
Grrr. She's in the kitty sin bin now

I seem to have a crying complex. I've been crying almost every day or every other day or there abouts for the past four...no, almost five years or more. Why?! I don't get it. Then there are the days when I'm perfectly happy, but sooner than later the crying starts again, and I hide it behind smiles even though I feel awful inside, and I've never told anyone else about this.

Crying releases stress and anxiety.

I cry often and think about self harm and suicide,

But I kinda distance myself from reality in a few different ways, truth is gaming is a bigger addiction for me then anything else. Minecraft has been awesome today.

My meltdowns are ridiculous crying fits.
Then I cry every morning before I go to work because I may as well get it over with before I get there.

Kraftie said I was 'hip'.
I find that amusing.