Cloudman wrote:
That is crazy people should leave you alone I'd honestly move those people seem like poison. You still have time to change your life you dont need to go down with them. Imgain if you take all the things your learned somewhere else were you can relax. Your body can only handle so much stress. Would you want to be in the hospital or dead because of these people are they worth it? You are just telling your truth i dont mind listening you see i think it be worse if you had just said postive lies and or nothing about whats going on. We must face the negative before we can do anything absolutely
Am slow waking up today . After reading what you wrote . And rereading what i had . And more events last few days, Am pretty sure . You are being very pragmatic . And realizing , this stuff is really ..a bit much to live with .
Am frozen , this is a very hard reality to accept . Am not sure how this message service here ( pm ) works , but am pretty scared here . Saturday came back from a craft show . 1st time ever a police car here,on this sotreet.. Pulled in behind me . Just as i rounded the corner , in this appearing quiet neighborhood. As 3 houses.Prior
To getting to my home , siren and lights go on . Was surrealistic . Pulled over just in front of my own house . Was very congenial , with officers. Telling me ,
Just warning about no front license plate . But officer, looked as if had not cleaned or shaved in a week . 2nd officer appeared , to not want to make eye contact standing over by their car. Complexion was that of someone . Of a person whom lived on the street a long time. Since probs here and requested to report observations to police by community interaction officer . So been noticing things like this. But his car ..ie. officers pulled me over were qued up with others 1 block away around the corner. So less suspicious to me.
He ran driver license check, smiled , let me go. Touched his siren once for a moment . Then turned around left. Am heavily invested here in my late husband families home . Am last of the family . Details here of most of this have happened once before around the death my hubby . Was trying to move away then. Was killed in last part of the process . Once again . There was
Law enforcement involvement and 3 others gaslighting us. 1800 miles away.
The incredulity of this , is creating my inability to process . This situation is pretty hard. But physical health issues , would mean abandoning huge investment, physically , mentally , emotionally . Still a beautiful property .
But old house. This woman chased , her own best friend living miles away.
From her home. Using similiar people. As told to me by the same woman , but couched it in terms, that , she appeared to have no implication,
Just up and disappeared. But clearly could see cause and effect in her description.
In a ideal world . There should be someone . Over these situations .
When i reread this . It confounds me. Should not be happening. Been distracting myself with adding more security things and the yard . And health
Issues . The confounding part , causes me confusion. . Storage building in yard..am finding this very new installed structures door unlocked ,too often .
New lawn equipment in it. But added a huge padlock. Hard to pick and strong hasp . Door lock repeated unlocked , so i purposefully been making sure i lock it. Still finding it unlocked and evidence that someone has been on the property
Gates opened that are more ornamental than useful. Long oak branch trimmed to close off gated area into backyard , knocked off its place across , gate opening. Weird stuff, again feels like being gaslighted..discover all these things just after police stuff in front of street of home. Nothing missing.
And padlock not molested or tampered or shed .
But this is not . Why was writing you initially , am very happy just to have a record of what is happening around here, somewhere . Even just one other person. Thank you very much btw.
Weather is in immediate change , expecting rain possibly snow . Next few days , And have not trimmed grapes .Just a early dusting if anything.
At least with change of weather most all outdoor activities drop off.
Please ., if you might be willing to try to do this in pm?
ANY support that is appearing genuine , not toxic .. is really appreciated.
Thank you.
Dear Cloudman , apologies for sounding crazy . Or appearances of over reacting .
Prolly shouldn t have wrote this stuff. Was just trying to talk with someone.
Seems according to google . Aspies usually do not have long life spans .
So weird all my nt friends passed before me...ironey? Both of them.
Know 1 aspie somewhat local but is playing house with nt girlfriend.
No regular communication . If not for sales people and legal officials police prolly not speaking with anyone. And am being more quiet with salespeople.
28 Oct 2019, 8:08 pm
