[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hp1ho_VbnNc[/youtube]
It's my 21st, and it should be some f*****g joyous occasion, but it's not... All I can see is 21 years old and utter failure written all over me. That Gin Blossoms song is about turning 29, but I find it quite apt to describe how I feel right now. At 15-16, I thought at 21 I'd be so much better off than now, but at 21 I'm no better really. Everyone makes me feel like a failure. On one end, they say I'm "so smart" and could be like a f*****g Harvard professor, then they say due to my past I'm some miserable failure at everything. As far as my own opinion, it's lost in the sea of others.
Quote:
Only time will tell if wishing wells
Can bring us anything
Or fade like scenes from childhood dreams
Forgotten memories
Some rides don't have much of a finish
That's the ride I took
Through good and bad and straight through indifference
Without a second look
There's no intentions worthy of mention
If we never try
So hang your hopes on rusted-out hinges
Another Gin Blossoms song, too.
Quote:
Well my patience keeps me plaintive my high hopes keep me alone
My lover's will is shaken...
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