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08 Aug 2012, 7:03 am

feeling anxious about saturday. bars. i hate them. just thinking of all the people and the noise makes me feel bad. at least there are many toilets if we're going to the bar i think we're going to so i won't have to stim in front of people. it's just hard to go there with the way the room is structured. and the toilet is so hard to stim in because i have to rock standing up which is really uncomfortable in comparison with sitting.
and i also have a class presentation in 1.5 weeks, 2 quizs and 2 extended responses.



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08 Aug 2012, 9:24 am

I've just figured I'm so shy to the point where it's not normal. :cry:


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08 Aug 2012, 9:34 am

Perfect day for going out, every two hours thinking "I should ask my boyfriend out for coffee today!"

He left for College yesterday and is currently ~ 323 miles away. Damn.



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08 Aug 2012, 9:36 am

I had to change two poopy diapers today. :eew:



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08 Aug 2012, 10:13 am

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i looked at my mint today and i saw that the leaves had signs of rust. rust! the bane of my existence. i picked them off and i will observe it closer in the future.

i also hate it when i get nervous at things. today at branch meeting i did and i greeted people wrong and made no eye contact with people when they were trying to with me and i responded to things wrong and i just all round sucked. listening to beethoven really helps. i just crank his 5th symphony up and it helps me a lot. as in it dulls my nervous feelings. alas, it does not magically improve my social skills. i also got there really late.
at least my comrades talk was well presented. it was like watching a communist from the 1900s orate about the evils of capitalism. lots of stabbing the air with his finger. old fashioned garb. fire in his voice.(the visuals in my mind from that last sentence are awesome)

That meeting sounds awesome! I LOVE Beethoven. I remember a movie from when I was young called Beethoven Lives Upstairs. I think I am going to look for on the internet. If I can't find it, that will make me sad :oops: .
it was awesome! he gave a talk about the communist manifesto and related it to todays climate. i swear he was sucked through some warp in time from the 1920s to now. it hurts to look at him. beethoven is wonderful but i have to listen to his songs when im in the right mood. good luck finding your film.

I love timewarp people! :D ~We have a prf at my university who is a beat poet timetraveler. He teaches his class really early in the morning in the tower of our english building. Its like something out of The Dead Poets Society.


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09 Aug 2012, 12:59 pm

As I'm unemployed I have to pay for electricity with Fuel Direct (money comes straight out of my benefits) to NPower, as I'm 'too disabled' for JSA but 'not disabled enough' for ESA I have to go between the two benefits and every time I do I have to re-set Fuel Direct, and every time they make it a huge fuss...

...this time NPower have informed me I can't re-set Fuel Direct unless I phone them to go through my information again (I can't use a phone due to my AS - so few companies make reasonable adjustments for those with disabilities, it's disgraceful), which is unnecessary, and I need to give them a current meter reading (we don't have access to our meter's in this building)...

...so I'm with a collections agency, they're charging me late fees and I risk my electricity being turned off...

...as I'm going out the country for two weeks on Monday there's nothing I can do to sort this out until I get home, even then I'm not sure what to do, I'll just have to hope Citizens Advice can help.


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09 Aug 2012, 2:07 pm

I went to the doctor to talk about the possibility of having polycystic ovary syndrome and was pretty much told that because I'm 18 and not trying to get pregnant, attempting to diagnose and treat me would be a waste of time. :( I also wanted to talk about some other problems I'm having, but after hearing that I just left it. No point in even trying anymore. They're not going to take me seriously unless I'm dying...



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09 Aug 2012, 7:20 pm

VMSmith wrote:
feeling anxious about saturday. bars. i hate them. just thinking of all the people and the noise makes me feel bad. at least there are many toilets if we're going to the bar i think we're going to so i won't have to stim in front of people. it's just hard to go there with the way the room is structured. and the toilet is so hard to stim in because i have to rock standing up which is really uncomfortable in comparison with sitting.
and i also have a class presentation in 1.5 weeks, 2 quizs and 2 extended responses.


Once you hit your 30's you will be thinking "WTF" :wink:

I just went for the electronic music I suppose ah the 90's :) (I was ahead of my time) as allways growing up I was bullied in to believing that was "stupid" than all the sheep get on the bandwagon.....


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09 Aug 2012, 7:33 pm

It is my birthday,yuk.



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09 Aug 2012, 7:57 pm

Hot weather. I can't wait for winter. :(



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09 Aug 2012, 11:47 pm

Work sent me home sick this morning. I need to go to the NRMA though which is right next door to the office (I need to go get this policy changed to monthly payments as I can't afford to pay the upfront premium).
And it's scary weather outside atm.



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09 Aug 2012, 11:59 pm

My parents were screaming at me to get ready because we were "supposed" to meet a personal trainer today and I couldn't find my running shoes.

Turns out the appointment isn't for another TWO WEEKS. Yeah. Maybe it's time to start listening to the kids more, eh? ;)

Thankfully I could take out all my anger on the treadmill that was eight feet away. Ran for about 8 minutes straight.


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10 Aug 2012, 7:41 am

aussiebloke wrote:
VMSmith wrote:
feeling anxious about saturday. bars. i hate them. just thinking of all the people and the noise makes me feel bad. at least there are many toilets if we're going to the bar i think we're going to so i won't have to stim in front of people. it's just hard to go there with the way the room is structured. and the toilet is so hard to stim in because i have to rock standing up which is really uncomfortable in comparison with sitting.
and i also have a class presentation in 1.5 weeks, 2 quizs and 2 extended responses.


Once you hit your 30's you will be thinking "WTF" :wink:

I just went for the electronic music I suppose ah the 90's :) (I was ahead of my time) as allways growing up I was bullied in to believing that was "stupid" than all the sheep get on the bandwagon.....

objectively speaking electronic music isn't bad it just makes me feel really upset so i do not listen to it. unfortunately they play it in places like clubs and some bars where people seem fond of dragging me. i'm sure everybody else was happy listening to britney spears in the 1990s(eww).

today: didnt get as much work done as i could've and the person i am doing a presentation with wasn't in class today so we couldnt organise a meet up time to deal with our project. and it's really wet and windy today. i hope it isn't like this tomorrow. tomorrow's the same sex marriage rally. the weather better not screw it up. and part of my new bag fell off. also my comrade/housemate is feeling depressed(i think thats what it is- she's taking the same meds my gran used to take) again. i hope she feels better when she comes back.



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10 Aug 2012, 7:44 am

The cable guy shut off our cable box. Lovely.



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10 Aug 2012, 11:50 pm

David Rakoff died. Not that I knew him personally, but his books made me belly-laugh and he seemed like a curmudgenly delight.