Ah, sorry for not understanding, just i guess im not built for regrets. I think im too slow to be able to think about anything other than my current situation

. Or arrogant or stupid or something

. Just i think im the same with possessions as with negative emotions, once i lose my use for something i just give it away and forget about it, i don't want things hanging around cluttering up my place. Ahhhh, maybe it's me that's a robot

. That'd fit

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It's not so bad though right? Life is good

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I do not regret the parting of ways. I would not wish to be married to a gay man. I also never loved him. What makes me unhappy is that he is denying who he is for organised religion, his wife will forever be married to a gay man, and the fact that nobody will be happy in the marriage especially if they have children.