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Needing to wash dishes in the sink.

Perhaps it's true. Half the world is oppressed and the other half is depressed.

Past failings.

I still have pneumonia and I'm not getting better like the doctor's think I should. I might have to be admitted to the hospital at some point. How this happened I still don't know. I don't smoke or have any health problems. I should just snap out of it. I'm used to doing hour long cardio like Turbo Fire or Insanity, but now I can't even walk up one flight of stairs without breathing like I've done a marathon. It's hard to stay positive.

Is there an Urgent Care place around your area? Maybe you could go there. Then they can see if you should be admitted.

I'm flying to my country via a foreign country for the first time. I'm very nervous about it. I'm just worried about my safety. Many people told me it's absolutely safe and the airport there is fantastic with many shops etc. Luckily on my way back I'm flying via Brisbane.

I wonder how precisely one deals with failure as a human being?
Am I the only one feeling this mental anguish?
Dying would solve the problem.
It's not happening fast enough for me.
Meanwhile, I'll pretend everything's just fine.

I'm struggling with myself.
I don't want to go there.
But it's pulling me down.
And that's another failure then, isn't it?

....

What does it matter if I live or die?
Some of my favourite people are dead.
No one speaks ill of them.
Better than being exhausted with living.

I'm hungry me.

A packet of salt and vinegar crisps wouldn't go amiss right now.

Hey Raleigh: I don't want you to go away.

Maybe it's the screen name--but you seem interesting.

I've always wanted to go to Raleigh, North Carolina.

You have gone so far since that burning situation.

I know the feeling, like I can't do anything right. It is destruction of ego. It hurts like death when it pinches. Falilure is a matter of perspective. I failed to save any lives today. I failed to strike it rich. I failed to brush my teeth last night. The word should be avoided like the word "hate". They bring no good at all.

If it helps at all, I value your views on different things above many others. I often skim over a lot, but I like to stop and read what you have to say. Hang in there man. Everything changes.

I never actually needed to read until I got internet access and a laptop computer.

It's probably why my reading is so poor.

It's not very nice to call the father of your child a "sperm donor".