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my dad just called me. he wasn't before and it was so good because i didnt have to listen to his snide comments and threats but now he is and he started making comments about the women upstairs and how they might be lesbians who gave me the downstairs room so that they could have sex without it being known and other homophobic things involving me. he told me he would talk to me however he wanted because im not his father and if i wanted i could change my name and he'd pay for it. i have, informally, he just doesnt know it. i just want him to leave me alone.

I was woken up at six to do a chore that my SISTER did't do. And just in time, the garbage man was right next door.

my abdomen hurts in a way reminicent of cramps but it's too early for that. i don't know what the problem is.

It's that meat

I was nearly hit by a F*cking semi. And haven't been able to speak since.

So extremely tired x_x

Some brainless *^#^# %%&# #@(t nearly ran me off the road and over an armco barrier to get in front of me on my bike.

that 12month old expired meat? naw couldn't be.

i was at youthgroup today and a couple of the people were talking to each other and they were talking about where they lived and one was complaining about all the lebanese people and muslims where he lives (bankstown. its our territory). like just the fact that they were there and that there is a lot of us bothered him. apparently its ok to be casually racist like that. i felt really awkward. i just stood there and stared at him and i didnt know what to do. i wanted to tell him to shut up or be like HELLO I'M RIGHT HERE JERKFACE or say something in arabic and put the word Allah in there even if it makes no sense because then he'd think i'm a muslim even though the word just means god and the christians use it too. but instead i just stood there, really still and said nothing and stared and felt bad. then his friend started complaining about the area he lives in because of all the indians that live there.

Dammit, annoying eyelash! 4mm gap in my lash line later; gotcha! .........I think.

I barely got any sleep last night. It took me two hours to fall asleep, and then I woke up super-early (for me) because the cat was lying on my leg and I was having a hot flash.

Ditto. Except it was a dog and I wasn't having a hot flash.

I have a doctor's appointment Friday and I can't afford to pay for it (they want $450) and have no way to get there and back except an expensive cab ride which I also can't afford. I don't know why they had to have me go to a hospital so far away.

I'm going to get Medicaid but I don't have it yet.

My kitty sits and stares at me and if I start to wake up he licks my face until I get up and feed him.

Coming off Fluoxetine (for anxiety) - I take 20ml once per day, I'm trying to take one every other day for a while...BUT if I miss just one dose I get a really bad headache that makes me *VERY* ill, only day one and the headache is starting already

My birthday is only 2 months away, and yet I've been on a shopping spree all week and spent around $150... I feel so ashamed of myself...

My sister's home.