Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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The interent went off at my Nanna's so I had to come home just to use it.

A fundamentalist Christian website describe us Aspies as EVIL. *cue ragefit*

What site? I can't imagine it being from a mainstream Christian group.

PM me for it, I don't want to run the risk of angering everyone here.

I didnt get a text back from a close friend.

feeling frustrated and knowing the moon is at the phase it is at which can only mean that soon i will be hating my uterus again.

I went to the laundromat today and they were closed even though they are supposed to have opened an hour and a half ago. I wanted to get caught up on laundry before I went in the hospital Friday.

I have a doctor appointment today and it takes too long to get there and back, especially since my ride that Medicaid pays for so far made me wait 45 minutes and another time 1 hour to take me home.

I have to do a bowel prep tomorrow so I can't expect to get too much done tomorrow so I should be doing it all today.

It's been more than two weeks. I know for sure now that I have the flu.

My electricity bill. I'm too ashamed to say how much it is

a lot of things. people mostly. or a person more specifically.

Feeling very unwelcome in this house.

http://games.yahoo.com/blogs/plugged-in ... 46958.html - Well, this just made me sick......

I wouldn't take it too seriously. It's politics and politics is the dirtiest game of them all. You can bet that there are a lot of Republican gamers too, and they will roll their eyes at this just like I did (I'm a registered Republican). Likewise, if a Democrat found out that a Republican candidate they were running against was a gamer or any other-non beige lifeform, they would use it to their advantage if they could too.

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I woke up basically already having a meltdown and felt crap most of the day.

rant no1:
person irritating me and sending me obscure signals. also while i find the content of my history course interesting i am starting to really hate it. my tutorials specifically. i really want to participate and i have so many opinions and things and i know stuff and i want to talk but i cant because everybody else always talks and there is no room for me and i get left out of the class discussion. i always come out of that class feeling upset and ignored. i want to hit things. sometimes i even open my mouth to say something and the first syllable comes out and then people talk over me. it doesnt seem fair. and class participation is 20% of the mark. is that not discriminatory anyhow? it makes me feel really angry and insignificant and invisible. i feel like crying in class a lot. im so fed up. why is it everytime i try talk i get talked over? arent NTs supposed to be all sensitive to body language and well aware of the social rules and stuff? like well enough so that they know doing that is wrong? i just dont feel like i can engage with the tutorials. it just becomes me being bored or frustrated and wanting to turn my ipod on, plug myself in and tune right out. it just makes me feel really bad. whatever. its not like my opinion matters anyway.
sidenote: i can only imagine what my tutor would say if she were reading this. "you just need to be more assertive and engage with the class, do your readings so you know your material and feel confident to speak out, blah blah blah". and since i hate being patronised i would punch her.

rant no2:
i was at uni today & the lebanese society had a bbq. that was good. the tabouli was better than i thought, so was the kafta and homous and it was cheap. the thing that gave me the sh!ts was that they didnt hate zionists. their reaction was so middle class. when i tried to warn them about the zionists in line it was me who got told off. and they werent any old zionists- they were hardcore. like joking about genocide, support ethnic cleansing, ok with israel attacking lebanon, dresses up as a terrorist and harrasses you when you campaign for palestine, threatens to beat you up kinda zionists. how freaking crap do your politics have to be if you will serve the person who supports the state that oppresses you? seriously? they didnt even see it as a bad state. i really hate it when arabs dont even care about what happens to their own. especially if it is palestine. i really wished the kafta would get stuck in his throat & he'd choke on it. this is the zionist i spent the last 4 days fantasising about beating up. he is really sexist too. and there were people in line that supported the war on terror. like the f#ck? you go to a middle eastern cultural thing and you support racist sentiments towards arabs and muslims?

people using their power in the wrong way