It's funny how the football teams I support seem to reflect my own feelings of myself. At no stage have I ever felt good enough to support the "in team". In fact I've grown a rather sizable dislike for "in teams". I guess it stems from my dislike of the people who support them. The people of a similar age group who unlike me don't find it difficult to rate themselves as "cool" or "worth it". The same people who when I was in their company would automatically single me out, be nasty to me, and just show a general dislike for the "quiet one".
And I knew what they were going to say if I supported the same team they did. "Ewww, why are you supporting My Team?". So i didn't bother and I always felt an attraction to the underdog, mostly unfashionable teams, which i guess is how i felt about myself.
The two teams i really support are NUFC and P FC. But it goes deeper then them not being popular.The funny thing is when I started supporting P FC they had some of the best players in the world. But those players only became well known when they left for bigger teams. Teams who didn't win anything for a while, despite us winning quite a few cups.
I guess it seems appropriate since all my real life friends ended up moving on to bigger and better things, and ditched the unfashionable guy when they got there. And what of NUFC? The thing about them that reminds me of me is that there's never any stability at the club. One season they can finish high up, the next they can relegate. Ultimately though despite loving both teams immensely, i know deep down they'll never actually win anything major or be regarded as an "in team". I guess that's just like me, and that's why i support them.