what is on my mind is that i wonder what it will be like when i die and have no mind for anything to be on.
hmmmm.....
everyone dies and i can not be an exception. what will it be like to be never again for ever?
will it be like nothing? what is nothing? there is no description of nothing.
how can i be shut up finally and for good by dying?
i am so full of energy and i have so many ideas, that when i die i can not understand how they can all die with me.
what is nothing?
the biggest question in the minds of most humans is just "what is nothing"?
so nothing does not exist? so there must always be something.
well i guess that is OK.
oh god, who will protect me and lead me when i i die?
but i have another 30-40 years left, but that is just a short time. sometime i will have to die. everyone does.
how can i determine what to expect?
anyway, i hope i am old and unable to think when it happens, and until then, i will have a good time........................
hmmm yeah...a good time