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"You worry me sometimes Cherie " Says accountant guy. He said it in a light hearted manner of course. I just like it because it means he thinks about me sometimes

Had a phone call to make that I finally made today, and I HATE making phone calls. But I dealt with it fine and don't need to concern myself with that now. Also, my mum bought me something for my room. Although, it turned out not to be much use for me due to the size and colour, it was still a nice gesture.

My magazine came with a poster of one of my favourite rock stars, who I had a poster of already, but this one looks better. It'll be going on my wall with the others later.

It's a brand new day. That means...

The Olympics have officially started!

I did not incur the wrath of queen Victoria.

i went to a song and poetry night. it was good. i think im ok now(it was a bit intense; socially & sensorially). there were some really good acts, too many to list but the woman who randomly came and performed with no notice had guts.
and comrade A was weirdly perceptive & understanding of the fact that i seemed to be panicing which was nice. i do sometimes wonder if people ever think somethings wrong with me at such things when i am obviously freaking out though, to my credit, i do have great self control and can mask it most of the time. also it is really strange not being reacted to in an ablist way like i usually get.
also right now i am wearing mens clothes. this doesnt sound significant but it was something i wasnt allowed to do ever when i was at the other place i lived because then my mum would think i was gay or i would get yelled at for not ladylike or a proper girl or being like the other girls or for not being obedient. now i can and it feels right. also i am wearing my volleys on a saturday. my life is working again(or maybe for the first time).

Nothing.

Waking up remembering that I have a wonderful boyfriend...

my sister came back from lebanon and got me turkish delight and palmitto. both are hard to find in this country. the turkish delight here tastes subpar in comparison.
and my littlest sister said she went to lunch in newtown(my parents apparently do not know it is a queer neighbourhood which i think is a hoot.) and she was really busting to tell me about this because she saw the same sex marriage rally stickers we have been sticking up. she is so adorable. it made my day. i love her to bits.

Staying alive.

I passed my RSA with flying colours. Then I found out the photo card isn't included in the course cost and we have to go to the post office to get one ourselves, oh well (I have to do the whole interview thing and get my picture taken as if I'm getting a passport).

Realising that i've got more to offer in life than certain people have left me feeling i have. Anything i want i get in 99% of cases, i just need to remember that and that puts things back in order the way they should be, you can't upset me for long because i rely on facts and evidence rather than wishy washy feelings. I know how good i am.

Also, i just had a thought that maybe it's never been a case of me not seeing thing that i like and want, it's maybe had more to do with the fact that until now i've never been ready. It's like I always felt i was waiting for maturity. I guess a part of that actually figures out because i see a lot more people that i find attractive than i ever did up until now. Maybe it's always been a case of not looking at things i know i can't have because im not ready, just now i am ready things are popping out at me in a way i never really experienced before.

Or maybe i just started appreciating life and stopped being so strict about things. Just whatever, i know that something good is gonna happen and in a way i feel more free than i ever did. If i can get the coldest hearted person i ever met to fall in love with me i probably don't have much to worry about.

There was FINALLY a 4 door 89-91 Geo Metro hatchback in the junkyard today! I was able to get the door handles and window seal that I have been looking for for the last 4-6 months. What's better, I also came up with a center console and cup holder solution using a variety of Kia and Volkswagen parts. Now to find the Kia and VW parts in usable condition...

Albert Nobbs is going to be available to watch instantly on Netflix in 8 days! Woohoo! I freakin' love that movie and I can't wait to see it again! I want my mom to watch it with me this time.